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Jollu wrote:
Like really, be honest

I have a work that i kinda hate, but I do it because i need money. I have no idea what I am going to do after my work agreement ends. I am not happy but neither i am sad. I stopped eating my depression pills and it feels right. Sadly my libido haven't return to normal. 
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Date: 29-09-2021 22:13
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cobain wrote:
yeah i also hate my job lol i've worked there 1½ years now and it's ENOUGH. i'm working 12h shifts three days in a row this weekend. i wanna die
anyways i've just gone through a breakup so that kinda sucks but also doesn't, i feel quite alright. i feel guilty tho but oh well. i'm binge watching big brother from 2012 lmfaooooo and i feel lonely but generally i'm alright i guess. rn at least
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Date: 29-09-2021 22:35
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Kyrin wrote:
well, I'm a bit frustrated. I cannot land a single interview for a job and school is really hectic right now.
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Date: 29-09-2021 22:43
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Versailles wrote:
Feeling weird, a bit lonely and out of place. 
Sleep schedule sucks, dating is fun and all but also makes me feel more lonely afterwards because I miss sharing life with a loved one lmaooo. I think the shift from summer to darker and colder days impacts a lot on the mood tbh. 
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Date: 29-09-2021 22:46
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kagura wrote:
there's a lot of stuff going on rn, like my life has changed so much this year and it's been hard to adjust. now it's mostly just me trying to deal and heal from everything, it's hard journey yeah
i had my future planned and suddently it's not anymore and it's been scary. it's so scary that i don't really have anything there rightnow. it feels unsafe. but then again i feel safe at this moment and i know future will come and i know there's something
putting all that beside i'm happy kind of. i think it's just an illusion but doesn't matter
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Date: 29-09-2021 22:52
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Versailles wrote:
By the way Mercury in retrograde right now from 27 sept to 18 oct 
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Date: 29-09-2021 22:59
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I am tired all the time again. I end up sitting too much inside and not meeting people because I haven't been in class for nearly two weeks due to being in pain after different appointments. I'm going on Friday for a 2h class, but I'm doubting the one friend I started making really cares to talk anything extra with me now. I also met someone from an old school last time in class and we'll have the same class on Friday. I don't really know at which 'friendship level'  I should interact with them because on one hand, we lived close upon each other for a year and you sorta just have a whole ass warmth for all of those people even those you didn't know that well, and second, I don't really know this person that well or has talked to them for 4 years so my memory of them is bleak. If I meet someone I like or someone I used to "know," I get really casual about how I chat with them like... yeah, dissociating and having it clear that my emotional capacity still ain't back sucks every time I step into class and am around people. 

Otherwise, I'm stressed about ALL the upcoming tasks that I have yet to do because there's a lot of them to get done before Yule and my mind is already trying to schedule them in with the chaos. 
And since I'm spending a lot of my energy on school (and being in pain), I've totally neglected myself this last month but as I'm tired I currently don't have the willpower to pick myself up right now and the world feels like it is moving too fast but also... way too slow because I'm UNENTERTAINED and have the attention span of a turtle.

I'm practically wasting my time on social media and browsing for clothes to buy because I need but also I don't wanna go in-store yet, so I'm just thinking it's time for a break from all of that because lately social media doesn't even feel like a shore, it feels like my brain is too full to care about any of it, it's just mindless scrolling no matter what the content is 
Date: 29-09-2021 23:52 | Times changed: 1
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autism wrote:
trying to get asleep but for some reason brainy says no
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Date: 29-09-2021 23:59
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bee wrote:
generally im doing shitty and i feel like my whole life is a waste and theres nothing i can do about it. but im ok right now in this moment in my bed crocheting and watching conspiracy theories 
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Date: 30-09-2021 00:21
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kitten wrote:
i'm extremely anxious (like always lol) i have a lump on my leg that's been there for 6 months and two doctors told me they don't know what it is. i'm positive its a boil but they don't seem to think so. trying to find a derm that takes medicaid sucks. i bought this drawing salve hopefully it pops. i'm already normally anxious so when something is wrong with me it makes it so much worse. and i had two pepsis today which was stupid because i know caffeine affects me like crazy. trying to calm down without having to take a xanax (which i only take if i really really need it) but i seem to be needing it more lately. i wish i was normal
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Date: 30-09-2021 01:39
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