Limbs wrote:
like really, i run out of money and food every month because i fuck around and spend it on random shit in the first week of the month, every month
i have 130e left now and that has to last until the 22nd. i ran out of my antidepressants and i don't think i can afford to buy more. which is fine, i don't get withdrawal i just get more depressed, but it makes me fucking miserable that i'm constantly living this way. it's exhausting, and i'm so angry at myself for fucking it up every time but i don't know how to stop.
i've honestly thought about applying for conservatorship because i just can't manage my money and my life at all. but i've heard so many horror stories about that. i tried to get a social worker to help me sort my shit out but they said they don't help with this sort of thing, they told me to ask the psych clinic, and the psych clinic couldn't really help either.
anyone have any words of wisdom. what should i do. idk