siXsiXsiX wrote: feels like i'm gonna lose my breath and slip through my bones and turn into a sauce am i holding my phone? can i feel it resting on the pillow or is there no ends and no beginnings, no physical matter and yet no void. is it i who look out through my eyes? and with them closed i am lost. where am i really? at my boyfriends? oh yes probably. no. my parents house? yes? no? is this my apartment? i must be home. what does it look like? i don't know
the confusion that's what going to bed is like for me u too?
and i'm not particulary tired today so imma try stay awake for a little longer
ouch wrote: Sometimes I can see the room still when im going to sleep even tho my eyes r closed, idk how that works since I can't picture anything in my head outside of that, but it just looks like im looking theough my eyelids. Very annoying
ouch wrote: Sometimes I can see the room still when im going to sleep even tho my eyes r closed, idk how that works since I can't picture anything in my head outside of that, but it just looks like im looking theough my eyelids. Very annoying
i can imagine it must be annoying. reminds me how every now and then everything turns into a bright white light when i close my eyes even tho the room is pitch black.. stupid brains