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ok so im doing this slightly prematurely but how do you deal with loss in a healthy way that doesnt make you lose your sense of self or sanity
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or potential loss
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how do you deal with losing the physical manifestation of safety in your life
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haha emo thread yes but i really dont wanna go insane its not ideal
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ive realized that i mustve been intellectualizing things and depriving myself of emotions to not have to deal with loss because my brain is subconscously expecting someone to die or get so sick that theyre no longer there mentally
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smh guess ill just have to enjoy my sound mind as long as i have it
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stupid human brain i wish i was a rock or something so id never have formed attachments to things and  experience what it was like to feel. honestly all humans are masochists for even wanting to be alive in the first place
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my life now is either pain or apathy and neither seems tempting 
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i dealt with something like that kinda recently
i guess every1 will go kinda insane for a bit regardless 
tbh i just distracted myself with trivial things to drown out my feelings so i could process things slowly later in a "better" (aka not-hysteric) state of mind which might've not been the smartest of decisions but here i am today out and about 
getting over it is a long-ass process 
just take your time and take care of yourself 
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i dont even know what to say anymore i just wish things were different than they are now, i want things to be good and happy, but there is just no option for it, and i dont know what to do to even achieve that anymore
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i dont even know what to say anymore i just wish things were different than they are now, i want things to be good and happy, but there is just no option for it, and i dont know what to do to even achieve that anymore
i wish these things couldve waited until i found my own stability in life but no, life does not hesitate to make me suffer
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i just cant imagine life without this person, will i even exist anymore, will i even have any purpose anymore, i dont think i will find much purpose to replace it with
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i wish i could take some of their pain away, id be willing to take half of it, if it just meant that they could last longer
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im being dramatic because theyre not even dead yet, but people are amazed that theyre still holding on despite the amount of medication they need, also their health is decreasing rapidly, so i really dont know
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im being dramatic because theyre not even dead yet, but people are amazed that theyre still holding on despite the amount of medication they need, also their health is decreasing rapidly, so i really dont know
but even if they live for many more years, theyre not the same person as they used to be and they are in a lot of pain and it hurts me to see them like this
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i wish so desperately i could go back to the moments of my life when things were easier and okay
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