Limbs wrote:
i am running from my feelings by doing chores and so my apartment has not been in this good condition in a looong time
that or i'm lying under a blanket totally incapacitated, it's either or, no inbetween.
though every once in a while i'm like ok i should probably feel these feelings now. to process them. n then i feel feelings for a few minutes, which apparently is the limit of how much i can handle lmfao, & then go back to depression or chores