Limbs wrote:
thinking abt this now because i'm away visiting my family & my friend is asking about whether he can come hang out when i get back. & i feel anxious because i feel so guilty, and i'm just thinking he would be so much better off without me in his life.
this is the same friend who says i'm the only person beside his parents that he feels comfortable & not drained with. i'm the first person outside his housing unit he felt comfortable enough to meet despite his severe anxiety in like 8 years. he says i help him go outside because he doesn't feel anxious with me. he says he's happy that he met me. idk what it is i'm doing to supposedly ruin his life but there sure is something, apparently