Taomiline wrote:
I know this is probably textbook addict stuff, but still. The past few days I've had seriously bad trips while getting high. Like, bad enough that I'm now too scared to get high. Which should be a good thing and I should be happy about it, but I'm not. Now that I can't get high anymore I still want to and it's a bit of a struggle.
My addiction is so bad that my roommate and sister is considering moving out, so I should do whatever I can to quit, and I should be happy about this change, but it still just feels so hard.
Addict's support group and my therapy are on Christmas break, they'll resume at the start of 2022. Looking forward to that.