bee wrote:
old friend invited me to party last night. he was rly sweet and... attractive and we had so much fun and ended up laying in his bed for hours just talking about life till the early morning. you know one of those conversations where youre completely honest and open your heart up. cant remember last time that happened, but it happened last night. or this morning i guess. we talked about seeing each other again and stuff and i really wanna text him now but idk what to say? like thank you for last night also i think i forgot my earrings
anyways i can feel the crushing, which is not good, but suddenly i just want him. maybe bc he made me feel something, i dont feel a lot lately, especially not good feels. he was so sweet and kind and real
and i am 15 years old worrying why he hasnt texted me first yet already