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okay so for some reason sometimes when i'm in conversations i tend to zone out (while still taking in the information of the conversation aka paying attention to it) but not in a looking at the void way, but rather i start to look at random objects and i start to
1. imagine the structure of said object, like how a lamp was made, how the vase of the lamp was planned and molded into that shape, etc.
2. imagine said object to be structured differently, like if a picture frame is gold but my mind feels like the gold is a bit off in comparison to the rest of the decoration in the room, i try to imagine a tone of gold that would compliment the rest of the room better??
i also start to do random puzzles in my head but this occurs when i really am out of it, like really sleepy but i assume this is normal. i mostly do shit like tetris puzzles
i don't know why my mind feels so stimulated by this but it does, i've also done this basically since i was born, i still have memories of childhood me sitting somewhere and looking at curtains and wondering how people placed the curtains there (i obviously know how curtains are placed but lmao). does anyone else relate