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kagura wrote:
i don't want my ex to my life like at all anymore. i don't hate him, we are in good terms etc. we are not like friends or anything but you know we can be in same room. it just still hurts so much and i can't escape that if he is in my life. whenever i see him i get just deeply sad and depressed for days, i get panic attacks, i can't be sober for a week after and i just.. i can't
okay but the problem is that i can't not to have him in my life. we share our friends wanted or not, he's going to be in same get togethers etc. if i don't want him to my life i need literally quit my whole social life. if i really wanted him gone i would literally have to move to another town and that's not something i'm capable of doing
but i can't keep seeing him because it hurts so fucking much
so like what the fuck i can do about it, i have 0 friends in this town who doesn't know him/aren't his friend too
i don't want my ex to my life like at all anymore. i don't hate him, we are in good terms etc. we are not like friends or anything but you know we can be in same room. it just still hurts so much and i can't escape that if he is in my life. whenever i see him i get just deeply sad and depressed for days, i get panic attacks, i can't be sober for a week after and i just.. i can't
okay but the problem is that i can't not to have him in my life. we share our friends wanted or not, he's going to be in same get togethers etc. if i don't want him to my life i need literally quit my whole social life. if i really wanted him gone i would literally have to move to another town and that's not something i'm capable of doing
but i can't keep seeing him because it hurts so fucking much
so like what the fuck i can do about it, i have 0 friends in this town who doesn't know him/aren't his friend too
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