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Koolaid wrote:
massive vent: i feel so hopeless rn. i had an exam begin this week and it went rlly bad, im still hoping for a sufficient but im afraid it's just wishful thinking. but even if i miraculously pass that one, im not even sure if i can pass the other one.
basically there are 2 courses left that i find insanely difficult and it's taken everything in me to try and learn for them. and i just feel im going insane, because i'm _so_ close to the end yet i feel like i might flunk out bc i cant pass them. and i just cant give up bc im already 4 years deep. that would be a massive waste. so i HAVE to pass.
and i feel completely paralyzed knowing that i have no other choice, and it has kept me so stressed that i havent done any studying in the past few days. which only makes my chance of succeeding smaller.
im literally sabotaging myself like i always do but this time i cant just "pull myself up by the bootstraps" and toughen it out. i feel like i've ran through all my girlboss "we'll see it when we get there" energy.
massive vent: i feel so hopeless rn. i had an exam begin this week and it went rlly bad, im still hoping for a sufficient but im afraid it's just wishful thinking. but even if i miraculously pass that one, im not even sure if i can pass the other one.
basically there are 2 courses left that i find insanely difficult and it's taken everything in me to try and learn for them. and i just feel im going insane, because i'm _so_ close to the end yet i feel like i might flunk out bc i cant pass them. and i just cant give up bc im already 4 years deep. that would be a massive waste. so i HAVE to pass.
and i feel completely paralyzed knowing that i have no other choice, and it has kept me so stressed that i havent done any studying in the past few days. which only makes my chance of succeeding smaller.
im literally sabotaging myself like i always do but this time i cant just "pull myself up by the bootstraps" and toughen it out. i feel like i've ran through all my girlboss "we'll see it when we get there" energy.
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