Clegane wrote:
😭
I heard this girl saying she prays the rosary every day
And I was like that's such a nice ritual thing to do
and I have such a nice rosary from my communion laying in my closet somewhere as well (eventhough jesus fell off 👀 guess the quality wasn't too great)
and churches here are really pretty looking n all
I kind of wish I could just be catholic, not just on paper
But I just can't bring myself to do it???
I never could..
Even before my first communion at 8 I remember legitimately not believing
and I even wrote in my diary from elementary school about not believing in god
My parents aren't really religious but I was still raised in the traditions, so I just don't get how I've always felt so apart from it, even when I was so young
Idk if I would try to get into it it would just make me feel like a really big idiot, like I'd voluntarily be indoctrinated
Must be nice being able to participate in the religion you were raised in
Or a religion in general tbh
Religious people can go to cool worship places, have nice rituals, n fellow believer groups
n I'm just here all lonely n going about life by myself
I can't even imagine how people think of life having a religious worldview
The world must be such a different place to them
😭
I heard this girl saying she prays the rosary every day
And I was like that's such a nice ritual thing to do
and I have such a nice rosary from my communion laying in my closet somewhere as well (eventhough jesus fell off 👀 guess the quality wasn't too great)
and churches here are really pretty looking n all
I kind of wish I could just be catholic, not just on paper
But I just can't bring myself to do it???
I never could..
Even before my first communion at 8 I remember legitimately not believing
and I even wrote in my diary from elementary school about not believing in god
My parents aren't really religious but I was still raised in the traditions, so I just don't get how I've always felt so apart from it, even when I was so young
Idk if I would try to get into it it would just make me feel like a really big idiot, like I'd voluntarily be indoctrinated
Must be nice being able to participate in the religion you were raised in
Or a religion in general tbh
Religious people can go to cool worship places, have nice rituals, n fellow believer groups
n I'm just here all lonely n going about life by myself
I can't even imagine how people think of life having a religious worldview
The world must be such a different place to them