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Sylvan wrote:
So i got an appointment with the uni psychologist on Tuesday and idk what to say
unhinged version of what I wanna say:
the last semester was hell. that time when we all thought covid was the next bubonic plague was the best time I had in years and the fewer restrictions and the more society expects you to function like a normal individual again, the worse I feel. I had a prolonged group task/work (what is the english word idk) and I had several breakdowns bc I couldn't deal with the dynamics and people refusing to listen to me.
Covid actually saved me from dropping out of uni and now normal life is gonna make me drop out again because I can't deal with the other students being absolute narcissist psychopaths who are like middle school bullies and don't give a fuck about anything and lack of social skills being seen as deficits that make you a worse person (especially on the free market). I have to do everything others do subconsciously very consciously and it takes so much energy and time and I can't keep up.
Also lectures are horrible because the other students won't stop talking to each other during lectures and next semester everything should only be in person so it's gonna be blablabla all over again,
I have unofficially diagnosed autism (aka other psychologist said I have it) but it's not in official documents and I kinda wanna change that but I don't think I can go through the official process again and the diagnostic center keeps cancelling my appointments.
So i got an appointment with the uni psychologist on Tuesday and idk what to say
unhinged version of what I wanna say:
the last semester was hell. that time when we all thought covid was the next bubonic plague was the best time I had in years and the fewer restrictions and the more society expects you to function like a normal individual again, the worse I feel. I had a prolonged group task/work (what is the english word idk) and I had several breakdowns bc I couldn't deal with the dynamics and people refusing to listen to me.
Covid actually saved me from dropping out of uni and now normal life is gonna make me drop out again because I can't deal with the other students being absolute narcissist psychopaths who are like middle school bullies and don't give a fuck about anything and lack of social skills being seen as deficits that make you a worse person (especially on the free market). I have to do everything others do subconsciously very consciously and it takes so much energy and time and I can't keep up.
Also lectures are horrible because the other students won't stop talking to each other during lectures and next semester everything should only be in person so it's gonna be blablabla all over again,
I have unofficially diagnosed autism (aka other psychologist said I have it) but it's not in official documents and I kinda wanna change that but I don't think I can go through the official process again and the diagnostic center keeps cancelling my appointments.
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