cult wrote:
My sister and her boyfriend has become really toxic because he's had a psychosis for the past 3-4 months causing her to attempt suicide in december, and then her getting into a psychward (tho they didn't put her in the right facility since it's extremely full and she ended up going home and staying at my place for some time)
And then a month ago it happened again, she didn't attempt but she was really unstable and cried all day for two weeks because they broke up. She got even worse when my boyfriend and i showed any form of affection towards each other because she just thought about her bf. My bf and i just had to stay away from each other.
And when she was sad i got sad too so it was just a pretty bad match. My boyfriend had to stay at my place for two weeks to make sure she didn't do anything dumb while i was working and it was just really unfortunate. On top of that our mom is allegedly a narcissist and broke off the contact with my sister when she tried to commit because "it's messing with her own daily routine"
so basically i'm on my own on keeping my sister alive. The thing is that my sister and her bf went back to each other BUT now it's getting bad again and i have no idea how i will carry this one out because i'm just so drained and it feels so bad considering it's my sister that is depressed i just have no idea i have so much guilt
she can't go back to the ward since she'll just get into the one with really mentally ill patients and now the correct one that is full. It'll just make her go mad.