Clegane wrote:
I'm thinking of finally breaking up....
it's been in my mind since a while.
I realize that I wouldn't have a good future like this and I'm so young..
I shouldn't choose the way leading to definite hardship, when I could still try to make it better
It's just... eating away at me how I'm having these thoughts while he supects nothing and says things like "please never let go of me, I need you to take care of me" and "you are my reason to live" etc...
I'm worried of the absolute despair I would throw him in by doing that...
he would have nothing to keep him going and I love him too much to not want the best for him in his life... even if I wasn't in it anymore
I'm thinking of finally breaking up....
it's been in my mind since a while.
I realize that I wouldn't have a good future like this and I'm so young..
I shouldn't choose the way leading to definite hardship, when I could still try to make it better
It's just... eating away at me how I'm having these thoughts while he supects nothing and says things like "please never let go of me, I need you to take care of me" and "you are my reason to live" etc...
I'm worried of the absolute despair I would throw him in by doing that...
he would have nothing to keep him going and I love him too much to not want the best for him in his life... even if I wasn't in it anymore