DaddyIssues wrote:
I am ugly crying my eyes out over a "friend" who deleted me everywhere 1,5 years ago.
We met on tinder, spent a weekend together where we drank wine, smoked pot, he sang for me and I danced for him. And after that we were only friends.
He made me come over my abandonment issues and then he were the one to abandon me.
He met a girl that didn't like how we met. We spent 2 days days being romantic and 2 years being friends, but she could only see those 2 days.
I had just gotten my heart broken from my first real love, then he shattered my soul. He was the one I called when I wanted to die, when I was so tiered of everything and couldn't stand the thought of spending another minute alive and he could calm me down.
He was the best and worse thing that ever happened to me. Cause I just got my first apartment and I still just want to call him and scream of joy. But I was not worthy of anything, and so easy to throw away. So instead of being happy, I am crying so hard it feels like I am having a heart attack.
I am ugly crying my eyes out over a "friend" who deleted me everywhere 1,5 years ago.
We met on tinder, spent a weekend together where we drank wine, smoked pot, he sang for me and I danced for him. And after that we were only friends.
He made me come over my abandonment issues and then he were the one to abandon me.
He met a girl that didn't like how we met. We spent 2 days days being romantic and 2 years being friends, but she could only see those 2 days.
I had just gotten my heart broken from my first real love, then he shattered my soul. He was the one I called when I wanted to die, when I was so tiered of everything and couldn't stand the thought of spending another minute alive and he could calm me down.
He was the best and worse thing that ever happened to me. Cause I just got my first apartment and I still just want to call him and scream of joy. But I was not worthy of anything, and so easy to throw away. So instead of being happy, I am crying so hard it feels like I am having a heart attack.