bee wrote:
so if you saw my banana thread from earlier
i just couldnt resist the urge to tell him my relatable banana story
so i told him and was like so sorry i couldnt help it i had to tell you
that was around 18pm and now its 4am and he just replied
i havent opened the message yet but i could see he sent something and then wrote something for like a minute before sending that too
am i nervous? yes
why tf did i do it? i suddenly got a feeling of what the fuck nothing matters anyway. plus my life is boring, maybe i needed to stir things up even though this was a bad idea yes
but at the same time. i feel some kind of relief? like something lifted. i have had such a hard time getting over it and then i just go and text him?? it felt good but i cant really explain why (NOT in a ooohh maybe we will get back together good nonono not like that)
anyways things might change when i open that message
which im gonna do right now
so if you saw my banana thread from earlier
i just couldnt resist the urge to tell him my relatable banana story
so i told him and was like so sorry i couldnt help it i had to tell you
that was around 18pm and now its 4am and he just replied
i havent opened the message yet but i could see he sent something and then wrote something for like a minute before sending that too
am i nervous? yes
why tf did i do it? i suddenly got a feeling of what the fuck nothing matters anyway. plus my life is boring, maybe i needed to stir things up even though this was a bad idea yes
but at the same time. i feel some kind of relief? like something lifted. i have had such a hard time getting over it and then i just go and text him?? it felt good but i cant really explain why (NOT in a ooohh maybe we will get back together good nonono not like that)
anyways things might change when i open that message
which im gonna do right now