meilin wrote:
so as it seems i have "severe depression and moderate anxiety". i got an appointment for next week to see when i can get long-term help and we'll also talk about starting meds to help me in meantime. but i'm fucking scared of weight gain. bc that would put me in a really fucking dark place. i've also heard people talking about how it affected their sex life and as someone who has..... a lot of issues with that already (spicy trauma memories), that also scares me. + now that i've seen a professional, everything feels so real and i feel like a failure for trying so hard (there were times i managed to feel genuinely happy for longer periods of time) and then going back to square one. i'm not sure if this would even benefit me as my issues rise from that trauma stuff and anxiety/panic attacks rather than depression but i suppose we'll talk about that at the doctor's appointment?
but yeah. meds. share experiences, positive and negative.
so as it seems i have "severe depression and moderate anxiety". i got an appointment for next week to see when i can get long-term help and we'll also talk about starting meds to help me in meantime. but i'm fucking scared of weight gain. bc that would put me in a really fucking dark place. i've also heard people talking about how it affected their sex life and as someone who has..... a lot of issues with that already (spicy trauma memories), that also scares me. + now that i've seen a professional, everything feels so real and i feel like a failure for trying so hard (there were times i managed to feel genuinely happy for longer periods of time) and then going back to square one. i'm not sure if this would even benefit me as my issues rise from that trauma stuff and anxiety/panic attacks rather than depression but i suppose we'll talk about that at the doctor's appointment?
but yeah. meds. share experiences, positive and negative.



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