ouch wrote:
I havent been there on thursday last week, then monday and tuesday this week cus I've been sick (those were my only shifts), but I feel like I should get my dad off my back, but I still have the standing issue? I was out with my mom just now to buy a dress that I needed tomorrow, and the more I stood I just got super sweaty, shaky and faint, so we had to sit down at a cafe so I could eat lunch (couldn't eat much tho cus I still have the nausea thing and also a sore on my tongue so it hurts to chew and swallow) but it didn't help rlly I still feel like shit but. The shift today also ends at 2am and I need to leave my house tomorrow at 10.30 latest and that will b a lot of stress hello
I could mby go to work and then I can leave if its not possible to stand cus I don't have the opportunity to sit down there except for when I go to the toilet, but its more embarrassing to go and then leave very early, than to just text that I can't come today either lol? Mby im traumatized from school or smth where its very hard to leave cus ppl always think I don't feel as shitty as I say I feel, cus I try to act normal still until I literally have to sit down unless I want to pass out or puke uknow, so im scared it would be hard to leave there also. Also the boss isn't there, so idk if I would have to text him anyway to say im going home or what