cult wrote:
So i recently switched jobs cus of harrassing boss and i realized i was burnt out pretty badly from it so i also recently got diagnosed a week ago and started on depression/anxiety pills
These pills have been hell to get on cus they make you really anxious at first and today i upped the dose and have been crazy anxious and specifically told my bf i don't want to meet anyone today. Worth noting i already am socially anxious generally.
so we were out getting groceries today, and his sister called and asked to hang out and I said that I really am not fine enough to hang out today as I just want to rest at home and told him it's okay if he just goes. So we go back to his car and suddenly his sister pulls up and my anxiety SPIRALLED immediately. I got rlly stressed out and would rather have walked back home then getting a lift from her when i'm having panic attacks just by the thought of meeting anyone
Basically she gives me a ride home, i'm talking to her like nothing happened during the ride home.
when my bf then comes back home he's like "sorry i didnt know you were that anxious" and i was like "idk i told you i was i would've rather walked back home than having to meet someone today" and he was like "well i can't read your thoughts" even tho i told him clearly i was super anxious and didn't want to see anyone!!
well now he's been mad the entire day and i feel so rejected i'm struggling so bad with my pills and it's like he doesn't give a shit. He hasn't been talking to me for hours
So i recently switched jobs cus of harrassing boss and i realized i was burnt out pretty badly from it so i also recently got diagnosed a week ago and started on depression/anxiety pills
These pills have been hell to get on cus they make you really anxious at first and today i upped the dose and have been crazy anxious and specifically told my bf i don't want to meet anyone today. Worth noting i already am socially anxious generally.
so we were out getting groceries today, and his sister called and asked to hang out and I said that I really am not fine enough to hang out today as I just want to rest at home and told him it's okay if he just goes. So we go back to his car and suddenly his sister pulls up and my anxiety SPIRALLED immediately. I got rlly stressed out and would rather have walked back home then getting a lift from her when i'm having panic attacks just by the thought of meeting anyone
Basically she gives me a ride home, i'm talking to her like nothing happened during the ride home.
when my bf then comes back home he's like "sorry i didnt know you were that anxious" and i was like "idk i told you i was i would've rather walked back home than having to meet someone today" and he was like "well i can't read your thoughts" even tho i told him clearly i was super anxious and didn't want to see anyone!!
well now he's been mad the entire day and i feel so rejected i'm struggling so bad with my pills and it's like he doesn't give a shit. He hasn't been talking to me for hours