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Hufsa wrote:
honestly feels like im being kicked (lightly) by life atm. or just laughed at idk
(a lil venting thread i guess)
for the first time i have money to really actually spend. not a little bit of money, but enough to spoil myself fr. thanks to finally being out of debt, and so much extra i got a lot transfered to live laugh love through whatever i want. ok so its not "much" but its 350 euro (pluss 100 euro a week, double the amount as i got before). but its a lot to me.
anyway, my friend who borrwd my card ended up traveling to other countries w it and i blocked the card after a few days of her not answering me because i was furious. she didnt use my money, she transfered before she used it but still got pissed, i kinda need it to buy food ?? and she knew i got a visitor the day she traveled, something she was to help me with but totally ghosted me. i freaked out and spent the night with anxiety attacks but it worked itself out cause the friend who was visiting was so nice about it and had no problem with helping out aha.
so had to order a new one, jokes on me it got sent to another adress. and the guy is at his cabin somewhere else. so i still have no card, have to make people take out cash for me so i can buy food, and no pure joy. i have more money on hand than ive had in years and now im stuck not even having spotify premium cause its gone too long w/out paying.
idk just needed to vent cause while my friend n i worked things through, and she ended up homeless for a few days in another country having to beg for money after i blocked the card, i still feel a bit pissed for the inconvenience. she doesnt have a card herself and never ordered one (its why she borrowed my card in the first place) and she still has the nerve to ask me if my card has come yet n stuff im just ---- ugh
idk i just want to buy things for myself, spoil the shit out of myself and try not to feel guilty. ive been scrolling so much on this used-book app and im so afraid the ones i want will be sold by the time i get my card.
and living without spotify premium ?? hello it hurts.
aaaand the guy who gives me money every week i think messed up cause i didnt get my weekly money this week (even with the extra money im supposed to get every week still) and i dont know if im in the wrong or idk. im afraid to ask, and i still have to answer a message from him. if i dont get it this week when im supposed to, ill have to message him about it and i _will_ cry about it.
honestly feels like im being kicked (lightly) by life atm. or just laughed at idk
(a lil venting thread i guess)
for the first time i have money to really actually spend. not a little bit of money, but enough to spoil myself fr. thanks to finally being out of debt, and so much extra i got a lot transfered to live laugh love through whatever i want. ok so its not "much" but its 350 euro (pluss 100 euro a week, double the amount as i got before). but its a lot to me.
anyway, my friend who borrwd my card ended up traveling to other countries w it and i blocked the card after a few days of her not answering me because i was furious. she didnt use my money, she transfered before she used it but still got pissed, i kinda need it to buy food ?? and she knew i got a visitor the day she traveled, something she was to help me with but totally ghosted me. i freaked out and spent the night with anxiety attacks but it worked itself out cause the friend who was visiting was so nice about it and had no problem with helping out aha.
so had to order a new one, jokes on me it got sent to another adress. and the guy is at his cabin somewhere else. so i still have no card, have to make people take out cash for me so i can buy food, and no pure joy. i have more money on hand than ive had in years and now im stuck not even having spotify premium cause its gone too long w/out paying.
idk just needed to vent cause while my friend n i worked things through, and she ended up homeless for a few days in another country having to beg for money after i blocked the card, i still feel a bit pissed for the inconvenience. she doesnt have a card herself and never ordered one (its why she borrowed my card in the first place) and she still has the nerve to ask me if my card has come yet n stuff im just ---- ugh
idk i just want to buy things for myself, spoil the shit out of myself and try not to feel guilty. ive been scrolling so much on this used-book app and im so afraid the ones i want will be sold by the time i get my card.
and living without spotify premium ?? hello it hurts.
aaaand the guy who gives me money every week i think messed up cause i didnt get my weekly money this week (even with the extra money im supposed to get every week still) and i dont know if im in the wrong or idk. im afraid to ask, and i still have to answer a message from him. if i dont get it this week when im supposed to, ill have to message him about it and i _will_ cry about it.
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