bee wrote:
i needed to buy some stuff so i put on a great outfit and did my makeup and thought yes im gonna look so cool and go to a café and drink ice tea and read my book and be all on my own i got this
so i bought the things i needed and at first i felt good but slowly i could feel the loneliness creep onto me and i got sad and lost my appetite which is fine cus i got too anxious too to go to a café anyway
im just tired of feeling lonely and i feel like i try so hard but it never works out. im just tired of this feeling. especially lately when i have had more energy and its summer and i wanna do stuff but have no one to do stuff with the lonely feeling has been present a lot
i just wanna cry rn so i walked to the cemetery cus i think its acceptable to cry here and im all alone
gonna take this stupid feeling in and feel it real good and then im gonna have a much better day tomorrow
thats all from me
i needed to buy some stuff so i put on a great outfit and did my makeup and thought yes im gonna look so cool and go to a café and drink ice tea and read my book and be all on my own i got this
so i bought the things i needed and at first i felt good but slowly i could feel the loneliness creep onto me and i got sad and lost my appetite which is fine cus i got too anxious too to go to a café anyway
im just tired of feeling lonely and i feel like i try so hard but it never works out. im just tired of this feeling. especially lately when i have had more energy and its summer and i wanna do stuff but have no one to do stuff with the lonely feeling has been present a lot
i just wanna cry rn so i walked to the cemetery cus i think its acceptable to cry here and im all alone
gonna take this stupid feeling in and feel it real good and then im gonna have a much better day tomorrow
thats all from me



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