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Cobain
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cobain wrote:
Mm haha wanna hear about my weekend??
Worked three 12h shifts so I mean great yeah

It's been super stressful bc we're so short-staffed. There's 3 ppl working "on the floor" so like nurse tasks etc. And I work alone in the kitchen. Shit is, when something urgent happens that they need to take care of, I have to step in and take over their other normal tasks. Or I don't HAVE to but kinda have to still. And if I don't do it I'll fall behind a lot as well so it's affecting everyone hah. So I've had to take on a lot this weekend. A lot a lot.
This day tho omg. I've slept really badly bc I'm super stressed about many things in my personal life as well. Not a good start. There was an emergency so as I said I had to step in and take over their work. Went on my break directly when shit started calming down and ended up oversleeping. Got back and started cooking. Soup today. It started overflowing though and I just fucking blanked and was gonna take it away from the stove (even though I know it turns off automatically when that happens). Burned myself. But I went back again and touched it and burned even more. Nice. And idk just imagine 6 liters of soup overflowing hhhhhhhhhhhjjjj. My coworker told me to go away and that I'm too tired and they'll take care of it for me. And I started sobbing and went to sit in the bathroom for a while. And when I came back they had taken care of it for me and were so nice so I cried more. Thank god my boyfriend worked with me today LOL he comforted me and made me feel better. He also sent me home 2h before I quit and said they'll fix everything for me tonight.
Was gonna be nice and start the washing machines before I left tho, because they were so nice to me, but then realised I'd fucking put my key tag in there as well so had to stop the machines and go through every wet pocket to find it.

UGGGHHHHHH thank fucking God its my last work weekend bc I start school in a week. I feel embarrassed about how fucking bad I've been today and I've messed up and whatnot but super grateful that I worked w good ppl today still

Cobain
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cobain wrote:
Like even if I don't take on their tasks I'll fall behind. I'll fall behind no matter what but a lot less if I do their job too. It's just that it gets too much really. And I don't usually get any help back later (depends on who's working though, most ppl don't help).

Super stressed about many things rn. I have to clean out my old apartment within a week. I'm starting school in a week. Also have a gyn appointment in a week that I'm really scared about, they're taking biopsies from my cervix and I've done it b4 and it hurt soooo so much. I have a wedding to attend to in a month so need to fix shit before that. I need to get my coworkers something by the end of this week. I work the entire next week. Lol its a lot rn. My bf wants to take me swimming with his friends in a couple of days and it'd be really fun and I'd love to spend some time with him but I think I'll have to say no bc I need to do so many things next week already AND try to rest at the same time. Counting down the time until he quits and comes home tonight bc rn I just wanna cry and cuddle him lmfao

Cobain
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cobain wrote:
Oh and how do u soothe burns without any cooling cream?? They didn't have anything for burns at my local store. I'm getting big af blisters on the top side of my fingers and I wanna like calm it down if I can

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