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Rhaella wrote:
hahah lol update

i wrote the shit down on a .txt file

literally in like 5 minutes

WHY DID I PROCRASTINATE ON THIS FOR LIKE WEEKS??

watch me procrastinate on sending the file to my teacher for the next few weeks lol

glowed wrote:
it took u 17 whole minutes wow
this is inspiring me to stop procrastinating and sit my ass down and study T T

Rhaella wrote:
anyone suffered and possibly conquered crippling anxiety with studying or especially with writing a thesis or similar? i'm going to need so much tips

i started my thesis project in the beginning of summer, but i didn't get the momentum going and now i am crippled with anxiety over it. i am good at writing essays, i did well with my bachelor's thesis, my thesis topic is interesting etc etc, but i just can't write it! i know what i have to do next, and i have it all clear in my head, but writing anything down feels so impossible. i have all my documents and files open, with the thesis headline staring at me, but i still can't start writing. 

i guess it has something to do with my perfectionism? like everyone, including me, has such high expectations for my thesis, and i'm afraid of failing, so if i don't write my thesis it won't be shit?? makes no sense, but there's just so much pressure on me. At one time, because of the desire to write ideal papers, I almost lost my scholarship. I did not manage to pass well all the exams because I did not want to go to the professor until I was sure that I had studied the material perfectly. A scholarship writer helped me in part Paperell because they always have quality materials on various subjects. After the magistracy, when I wrote my doctoral dissertation, their help was very useful to me because I did not have enough experience to properly prepare.

aaggh i know i have to write it! i should have like a secretary or someone like that who writes down what i say, maybe that'll help