bee wrote: theres this big book sale happening soon and i really wanna go cus its been years since i last went. but i cant go alone and the only person who could go with me is my dad. but i hate my dad and the thought of spending a day with him makes mw wanna puke once upon a time when i didnt hate my dad we used to go to this book sale together i guess its about how much im willing to sacrifice for books lmao
anyways that all i wanted to share for now online diary
Barbarella wrote: I go to stuff like that alone these daysI don't like feeling responsible for someone else's bad day and bad mood.
cant go alone cus i would have to take the train and navigate myself through a slightly unfamiliar city. would love to go alone, but anxiety is too much : /
my mom would probably come with me but i feel like i would "betray" my dad since it used to be something i did with him. for some reason im still afraid to hurt his feelings
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bee wrote:
Eostre wrote: Are there no other possible option?
my mom would probably come with me but i feel like i would "betray" my dad since it used to be something i did with him. for some reason im still afraid to hurt his feelings
:/ You get to change traditions and go to things that makes you glad without having to feel guilty about it, bee. Give it a try even if it doesn't feel optimal. It's okay to care about ppl you used to love but don't stop it from having fun okay