devilcake wrote: so i was seeing psych about getting smth diagnozed, n during that i said ive been feeling rly down n depressed, so he made me do test and sent refferal to my normal health center
n i procrastinated making tha ppointment for a bit so i ended up with appointment in december (tomorro) but now i feel kinda like okayish, so it feels stupid to go + idk what it would amount to anyways!!!! but i also kno its gonna get worse again at some point n them i wont have the energy to make new appointment????
n now im feeling very anxious so then i feel bad again,,, stupid ,,,
devilcake wrote: i also think i was meant to make doctors appointment not therapist appointment because psychoilogist sounded puzzled by me doing thhat!!?? but idk how to make a doctors appointment idk who my doctor is?? ive not been to the doctor in 10+ years!