Bloodflowers wrote:
I’ve been in the hospital for over 5 weeks now for psychosis and idk how to deal with it. Feels like the world outside is moving on without me and it’s making me stressed. I no longer trust my own experiences and I don’t know what’s real and what isn’t real. Voices keep annoying me and I don’t feel safe where I am. I don’t know what’s going to happen to me if this keeps happening. I feel like there’s nothing of me left I’m just sick and that’s it. I had to break up with my girlfriend because she couldn’t handle me being here and wanted to take a break so I thought it was better to just break up. A little hurt she couldn’t be there for me but it is what it is. I don’t know when I’ll get to go home. They have prolonged my lpt (law about forced psychiatric care) for max 4 months but I really hope I will be let out sooner than that. I feel like I can’t trust myself anymore.