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11 day psych ward stay
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
That was awful 

I’m feeling so alone and I’m still unemployed and messed up an opportunity to work at a homeless shelter i wracked up debt I threw all my food away factory reset my electronic (got my number back but many files are lost forever) and I’ve done nothing today but lie in bed when I have so much I gotta do 

😥

people were happy I survived my attempt tho so I gotta really make a genuine effort so I’m trying to recover but it’s really hard 
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Date: 12-09-2023 18:29
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Anachronism wrote:
Overwhelmed overwhelmed overwhelmed overwhelmed 
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Date: 12-09-2023 18:30
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awp wrote:
i'm saddened with your current situation & i apologize for the pain you've went through.

everything will be alright & will get better soon, there's still more opportunities out there for a job. 
it's never too late (just not TOO-TOO late enough that it's already late.) to get yourself ready for employment, i know you can do this. maybe start with a job at a supermarket or at your local parcel service. 

for the debt part, i've been there a lot. i've had to pay more than what i owe to a telephone company which is unfortunate. (around 1.2k was given away & the bill for the phone is $650 + late fees due to it being so high) i've had a lot of help to get rid of my debt & believe me it took a lot of my time & money to invest over a shitty iphone. ask around for your friends or families if they could spot you some money for the debt!! it sounds straight forward but it's worth a try. i know families would help each other out.

i'm glad others were happy that you've survived, that shows that you have people that'll be extremely broken if you weren't in the picture. you're loved, you have every support from others even strangers, perhaps.

as cheesy as it sounds, if you're ever feeling upset you can always contact a friend, family member or other(s) support to listen to how you're feeling.

we fall down to climb back up higher with power, in spirit i'll cheer you on in your recovery & success journey, i apologize if my advices weren't exactly what you're looking for but i hope i've helped. 

:-D
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Date: 12-09-2023 19:34 | Times changed: 2
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
awp wrote:
i'm saddened with your current situation & i apologize for the pain you've went through.

everything will be alright & will get better soon, there's still more opportunities out there for a job. 
it's never too late (just not TOO-TOO late enough that it's already late.) to get yourself ready for employment, i know you can do this. maybe start with a job at a supermarket or at your local parcel service. 

for the debt part, i've been there a lot. i've had to pay more than what i owe to a telephone company which is unfortunate. (around 1.2k was given away & the bill for the phone is $650 + late fees due to it being so high) i've had a lot of help to get rid of my debt & believe me it took a lot of my time & money to invest over a shitty iphone. ask around for your friends or families if they could spot you some money for the debt!! it sounds straight forward but it's worth a try. i know families would help each other out.

i'm glad others were happy that you've survived, that shows that you have people that'll be extremely broken if you weren't in the picture. you're loved, you have every support from others even strangers, perhaps.

as cheesy as it sounds, if you're ever feeling upset you can always contact a friend, family member or other(s) support to listen to how you're feeling.

we fall down to climb back up higher with power, in spirit i'll cheer you on in your recovery & success journey, i apologize if my advices weren't exactly what you're looking for but i hope i've helped. 

:-D
My original plan was to work at a supermarket but I felt like a “failure” working at one at my age and with my experience (even though I don’t judge ppl in their 30s working retail good on them) so I turned it down for a nursing job I knew I would hate. I walked off on my fourth day without notifying anyone. Bad move. I should be working but I’m scared to work and fail all over again. Silly and immature I know.

who is your provider? You can’t change providers? That’s ridiculous. Never heard of a bill that high wtf? 

my family has been helping but I just feel so ashamed. Like I’m 29, I’m supposed to have my shit together. And I did it to myself. I recklessly squandered 4k on I don’t even know what and wracked up credit cards on gifts for ppl and dumb shit like alcohol and u haul trucks  and I have all these late fees and I still haven’t paid them and just… gaaah!

I donated most of my possessions. Threw out good food needy people could use. And here I am going to a food bank  when this was all my fault. I nearly broke down at the food bank and have been on this self hating spiral since. at least I saved the protein powder. that shit was expensive.

I thought no one would forgive me when I failed this attempt because I sent letters and shit… I chose a high lethality method and still failed. But that they did forgive me really made me realize I don’t have to do this. But it’s so hard. I’ll have clarity and hope and then it dries up and I’m back to drowning deep in a well of darkness. But this is normal. It’s only been 3 days since I was released anyway. 

thanks for listening and providing support 
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Date: 12-09-2023 20:13 | Times changed: 2
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
@lean i wanna cry
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Date: 13-09-2023 00:07
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Sobbing wrote:
i wish u luck 
stay stronk 
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Date: 13-09-2023 00:37
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lean wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
@lean i wanna cry
oh my god i've just read this. i'm here for you. you're a good person and you deserve happiness. i'm so glad your attempt wasn't successful. you know you can message me on facebook if you need to talk, always. i know i get busy and have trouble replying but i care about you and wanna be able to be an outlet.
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Date: 13-09-2023 00:56
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
lean wrote:
Anachronism wrote:
@lean i wanna cry
oh my god i've just read this. i'm here for you. you're a good person and you deserve happiness. i'm so glad your attempt wasn't successful. you know you can message me on facebook if you need to talk, always. i know i get busy and have trouble replying but i care about you and wanna be able to be an outlet.
Ty but it’s not your responsibility 

i finally got a therapist after being on a may 2024 waitlist at… the same clinic lol 😂 

It takes attempting suicide to get a therapist in post Covid American 🇺🇸 

I mean they were giving me free behavioral health sessions as I was assessed “at risk” but they didn’t call back so I gave up 

also u can vent to me whenever u know I only use vp as a diary 😂
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Date: 13-09-2023 01:06
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BloomCissi wrote:
Ah, I'm really sorry to hear you're struggling so much. I'm glad you survived, and I really hope things get better for you. If you ever want to talk, just send me a message.
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Date: 13-09-2023 01:40
Anachronism
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Anachronism wrote:
BloomCissi wrote:
Ah, I'm really sorry to hear you're struggling so much. I'm glad you survived, and I really hope things get better for you. If you ever want to talk, just send me a message.
Thanks 💗

im having a better day today. Ups and downs are normal.
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