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Limbs wrote:
on the bus, totally randomly, since he lives on the other side of the country
if anyone remembers it's the one that i used to post about on here a lot who treated me like shit (and y'all constantly told me to leave him til i finally got the courage). i'm like actually traumatized from that relationship because i've been terrified of running into him, getting scared of cars and people that look even remotely similar to his/him, having flashbacks etc
i'm like 80% sure that it was him, because his facial features, facial expressions, hair, clothing, etc looked EXACTLY the same. but the shape of his face looked wider and his voice was deeper than my ex so i don't actually know
my heart fucking sank when i saw this man get on the bus, and he immediately noticed me as well and gave me kind of like an awkward smile as i was looking at him. & he sat at the very front of the bus but then randomly in the middle of the ride (way before he got off) he moved to the 2 seats on the other side of the bus right next to me?? so i eventually gathered the courage to ask him "are you kristian? what are you doing here?". this man responded "do you speak english?" like he didn't understand, so i asked again in english. he was just like oh, no i'm not. i was like okay, sorry, you just look a lot like an old friend. and he said "oh, old friend huh?" & then "altough my dad is a preacher, so that does make me christian", i just laughed bc i didn't know what to do
but guys he looked SO similar i cannot get over it
and like... pretending not to know me, moving closer just to intimidate me, and saying a joke that's actually a hint are exactly the type of mind games my ex would play. and my ex does travel because of his job so it's not completely unlikely that he would be here
am i being crazy rn fellas?? i don't know. i just feel really uncomfortable, shaken up and unsafe now. which i also feel like is stupid because what could he do, lol? i'm just worried he would start tormenting me somehow just to get revenge for me leaving him yknow. this sucks
on the bus, totally randomly, since he lives on the other side of the country
if anyone remembers it's the one that i used to post about on here a lot who treated me like shit (and y'all constantly told me to leave him til i finally got the courage). i'm like actually traumatized from that relationship because i've been terrified of running into him, getting scared of cars and people that look even remotely similar to his/him, having flashbacks etc
i'm like 80% sure that it was him, because his facial features, facial expressions, hair, clothing, etc looked EXACTLY the same. but the shape of his face looked wider and his voice was deeper than my ex so i don't actually know
my heart fucking sank when i saw this man get on the bus, and he immediately noticed me as well and gave me kind of like an awkward smile as i was looking at him. & he sat at the very front of the bus but then randomly in the middle of the ride (way before he got off) he moved to the 2 seats on the other side of the bus right next to me?? so i eventually gathered the courage to ask him "are you kristian? what are you doing here?". this man responded "do you speak english?" like he didn't understand, so i asked again in english. he was just like oh, no i'm not. i was like okay, sorry, you just look a lot like an old friend. and he said "oh, old friend huh?" & then "altough my dad is a preacher, so that does make me christian", i just laughed bc i didn't know what to do
but guys he looked SO similar i cannot get over it
and like... pretending not to know me, moving closer just to intimidate me, and saying a joke that's actually a hint are exactly the type of mind games my ex would play. and my ex does travel because of his job so it's not completely unlikely that he would be here
am i being crazy rn fellas?? i don't know. i just feel really uncomfortable, shaken up and unsafe now. which i also feel like is stupid because what could he do, lol? i'm just worried he would start tormenting me somehow just to get revenge for me leaving him yknow. this sucks
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