TarranttHightopp wrote:
Im 🍃rn and just felt like getting this off my chest but trigger warning if youre sensitive to sob stories or stuff loke that.
Iknow other people had it worse as kids, way worse
But i know others had it easier so
I wish my dad didn't drink so much that my mom took me and ran away I mean ya he picked us over the booze and she came back but still
And yeah a lot of kids wished they could've been home schooled but I didn't have a soul other than my sister to talk to
So now I'm socially inept
But ngl no kid wishes their dad was disabled and couldn't spend any time with you because he is unable to walk much
And a dad who had way too much control over my mom
Then there was the diagnosis of OCD which manifested as a constant fear of gems and death impure thoughts that lead to fear I would go to hell
The sprinkles on top of it all was the poverty.
Like I don't mean to be a cry baby but I've never really talked about my childhood to anyone.