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you know something i often think about is how people deem being 50 like super old like senile senior citizen old but because i'm now in my 20s i find myself thinking it's not THATTTT old..
i mean if i were to date a 50 year old yeah i'd think it's extremely wrong, but lowkey 50 feels like the 20s of... middle.. old age?? question mark?? i could see myself being friends with a 50 year old
i guess it just won't compute in my head that old is supposed to be old... i'm just so deep into the "take life ate ur own time" mindset so idec if someone is too old to be in college (e.g. 50) or something..
although another thing age related that my brain is struggling to comprehend is how i can so vividly remember being 12 and i'm going to be 22 this year... like there's this one memory i have of when i was 12 and i remember that day so vividly, what it felt like to sit on the couch, etc etc, my emotions and my thoughts... my interests.. it's like it was yesterday but it was 10 years ago?! and i'm at a completely different stage of life now?!?!! bruh like it's just bizarre
i hope i remember my 20s when i'm old, just like i hope i'll remember my 30s... i can't believe i'm gonna be old like i always thought i'd be a child or teenager forever but i'm an adult now that's wild... i still feel like my child self i don't know if that's good cus uwuw inner child, or bad because i'm just immature or something
clickbait title of course
you know something i often think about is how people deem being 50 like super old like senile senior citizen old but because i'm now in my 20s i find myself thinking it's not THATTTT old..
i mean if i were to date a 50 year old yeah i'd think it's extremely wrong, but lowkey 50 feels like the 20s of... middle.. old age?? question mark?? i could see myself being friends with a 50 year old

i guess it just won't compute in my head that old is supposed to be old... i'm just so deep into the "take life ate ur own time" mindset so idec if someone is too old to be in college (e.g. 50) or something..
although another thing age related that my brain is struggling to comprehend is how i can so vividly remember being 12 and i'm going to be 22 this year... like there's this one memory i have of when i was 12 and i remember that day so vividly, what it felt like to sit on the couch, etc etc, my emotions and my thoughts... my interests.. it's like it was yesterday but it was 10 years ago?! and i'm at a completely different stage of life now?!?!! bruh like it's just bizarre
i hope i remember my 20s when i'm old, just like i hope i'll remember my 30s... i can't believe i'm gonna be old like i always thought i'd be a child or teenager forever but i'm an adult now that's wild... i still feel like my child self i don't know if that's good cus uwuw inner child, or bad because i'm just immature or something