fujiwara wrote:Maxwell wrote:
u can always b a cry baby on here (even tho u r not a crybaby but ok >:I)
it's rlly understandable, humans r social beings in our core after all, and not feeling like you have anyone to TRULY depend on rlly sucks
is there anything specific u need to talk abt? u can talk to me anytime, however, I must warn Im
Im rlly fuckin drunk rn
thank u maxwell ur always here 2 listen and i appreciate it. crying or no cry. i truly believe u and bbydoll r the ones that taught me that ppl r social and it always sticks to me. i tried talking more at work, asking questions to everyone i meet, actually meeting online ppl, forming more friendships. but yeah, the feeling of not... reallyyy.. having specifically someone to talk to when u just need a familiar face.. is a bit.. sad.
and nothing specific tonight, i just ended up in a sad place in my silly head. but im still doing better than i have been this year so far.
enjoy ur evening! did u go out to drink? are u with friends, family? and what are we drinking?! tomorrow ill be out with drinks going to a strip club for the first time.
truly rlly u r always welcome to msg us when something is up!! if u don't even want us to respond that is fine, I find that sometimes, just talking abt something to someone else even without a response (bcus I dont want one) can rlly lift ur mood there's just smthing abt sittin w something inside urself that can b rlly damaging