Chat0yant wrote:LexiLuvsKirby wrote:Chat0yant wrote:i mean i want to sometimes but it seems when i try to be positive to people w/ mental health struggles they just get annoyed/discouraged (it's not just you, irl people too) so then i'm just like what's the point, i'm obviously too much of a bitch to be nice and patient to the people who need/deserve it most. that's not your fault but it's one of the reasons i don't talk to people much because... yeah...
but ur prolly not talking to me anyway, but here's a response!


ps u don't remind me of boxxy but i don't know who that is so....
ps ps and ur hubby and us vp-ers want you even if ur aunt doesn't! and it's totally plausible she just wanted to hang out w/ him today, people have different moods and inspirations with different people. Just because she doesn't want to hang out with you all the time/right now doesn't mean she doesn't love you (but i don't know her so i'm not saying absolutely that's it because people can be buttholes)
You don't gotta act like you like me it's ok if you don't

but i do? i'm not pretending to be nice because i feel like i have to. i want to be encouraging. i want to be nice. i want to not be a monster to humanity in general and the people in my life in particular. Yeah, i don't really know you, but we are slightly in each others' lives and i want you (and everyone) to not be worse for my existence? yeah, that's super arrogant and self centered and ridiculous to think i matter that much even but like... oh well?
i've said multiple times that i like you though. you're creative, pretty, and interesting to talk to. so in response to your later comment that you aren't that mentally ill, i didn't mean to be insulting. I'm a bitch to everyone regardless of mental health status. but like... obsessing constantly over negatives and refusing to hear any positives... seems like it qualifies? Not trying to label or put you down, i just... i want you to get help? Like u deserve to not live like that... i know i can't do anything but i'd like to think i could at least be encouraging (even if it's a delusion on my part) that you don't just suck and you deserve to find something to help so you don't feel like a pos 24/7 (from my perspective, maybe it's not that bad, but no one deserves to live in shame)
sorry, i shouldn't have said anything... hence, why i don't respond to your topics half the time


Hey I didn't make you respond.. All I said is that no one ever does 😂 and I fs didn't make you write a novel