bee wrote:
which is very weird since i have been basically friendless since i was 18
i guess going out and getting shitfaced to socialize payed off??
i feel very scared and anxious but also excited and giggling like a little kid. i also feel really bad for not including my really close and only friend. like we have been doing everything together since we met half a year ago, but its so nice to explore other friendships without her and feel myself being confident in being independent? idk i feel like im going behind her back going to this event with new people next week and not including herÂ
having no friends at all would be nice so i could stop overthinking and worrying, but i gotta be honest this kinda feels nice too!
which is very weird since i have been basically friendless since i was 18
i guess going out and getting shitfaced to socialize payed off??
i feel very scared and anxious but also excited and giggling like a little kid. i also feel really bad for not including my really close and only friend. like we have been doing everything together since we met half a year ago, but its so nice to explore other friendships without her and feel myself being confident in being independent? idk i feel like im going behind her back going to this event with new people next week and not including herÂ
having no friends at all would be nice so i could stop overthinking and worrying, but i gotta be honest this kinda feels nice too!



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