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LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
sometimes i feel like i have 2 different people living within me, the lexi who likes talking and laughing with other people, likes doing nice things for people, likes having fun, is kind and helpful
then there is the lexi who wants to hurt others, is angry and vindictive, and is violent and volatile
it feels like i am the nice version of myself until something triggers me, and i become the evil, horrible version of me.
and sometimes i consiously am aware of my switch, but dont know how to stop it
and other times i dont realize its happening until its too late and i have said or done something terrible to the people i would never want to hurt.
i dont have multiple personality disorders or something like that that i know of, and i am not trying to diagnose myself with such but
i wish i knew i wasnt alone
sometimes i feel like i have 2 different people living within me, the lexi who likes talking and laughing with other people, likes doing nice things for people, likes having fun, is kind and helpful
then there is the lexi who wants to hurt others, is angry and vindictive, and is violent and volatile
it feels like i am the nice version of myself until something triggers me, and i become the evil, horrible version of me.
and sometimes i consiously am aware of my switch, but dont know how to stop it
and other times i dont realize its happening until its too late and i have said or done something terrible to the people i would never want to hurt.
i dont have multiple personality disorders or something like that that i know of, and i am not trying to diagnose myself with such but
i wish i knew i wasnt alone
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