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i always hoped things would change

LexiLuvsKirby
National Star

LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
and get better, and i would have a reason to wake up and a reason to have hope
but it never happened
i hoped for friendships to form, to meet a soulmate best friend i could talk to about everything
i thought i had that but i dont think he cares about me any longer
i hoped id get to move from my parents house and start my life, start my family, start something
but it never happened either
i hoped for the money situation to get better, to start living instead of surviving every day
i hoped id be able to buy a car and get out of this fuckass town and do something with myself
nothing like that ever happened, and ive given up on hope that anything will ever change
my life will be wake up, wish i hadn't, go to sleep, until my death, which hopefully happens soon because i cant take any more of this hell

LexiLuvsKirby
National Star

LexiLuvsKirby wrote:
i need to run away and never be seen by anyone again
i dont want to be percieved as i am now
i dont want to be remembered, and i wont
i never want to be thought of ever again
i want to be erased from this world like i never existed
i dont want the negative impact ive had on this world to be a lasting effect on anyone
my life was a waste of time and space and resources

Olympus
Popstar

Olympus wrote:
there is still time, i hope the change you need comes soon

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