bee wrote:
everything was so quiet in my head when i was in the summer house by the west sea. i didnt even notice all the worries and anxiety and overthinking and thinking and thinking and thinking had disappeared. i just felt so natural and content. the minute im back in the city and back to real life i am hit by a wave of stress and anxiety and overthinking and self hatred. the feeling that this place is not where i belong is stronger than ever before
i wish i could go back to the summer house and live there for the rest of my life and pretend the rest of the world doesnt exist. thats the only thing i want, the only thing that feels right