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RareRevolution wrote:

Jahnam wrote:

RareRevolution wrote:
Well I was bullied in school, so people would call me a witch because I’m a christian(which makes no frigging sense), they’d talk smack about me and say they hated me, start stupid rumors, I got a death threat once. So yeah, but ya know, there’s nothing more frustrating than trying to piss someone off who really doesn’t give a shit about what people say, so it’s not something I’ve let define me. I define me.

Yeasss i loveee thissss

And witch alllriiiight
Mental level drops

Yeah I’m like, bro if you wanna smack on my faith the least you can do is call me a crusader not a witch, get your facts straight if ur gonna insult me

Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:
I remember those times I was 13 and people talked abt how I am a bitch cuz I decided to take of my Hijab (headscarf)

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Can we just leave each other pussies alone?? Thanks?? Or can u wait with this till I get a bit older so it can make sense lmaoo

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this is why I like kids
like, where is even the connection between taking off your hijab and being a witch??? wouldn't they all be witches if they didn't have a hijab on either? (I just assume they didn't as I know you live in Germany)

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Arachne wrote:
It wasn't really behind my back I guess, but I was called "skabbfitta" by a group of people when I was in 8th-9th grade. Particulary by one girl.

I don't know how to translate it? "Scabies cunt" maybe? Lol

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MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:

MasileinDE wrote:
eh, well, you probably don't want a child like me, because my parents really did have a hard time with me not being able to cope with all the assholes in the world
and I guess as a partner I'd be like super annoying as well (even I can't stand myself all the time and I don't even have a choice)

I just think u know what u want I guess? And of course its harder to be a fighting woman with a lot of self estem than being a dumb chicken with no clue do u get my point?

I believed my grandma said intelligence really hurts sometimes

yeah that's true
or, mostly I know what I don't want - that helps as well
intelligence does hurt, because you often see further than you actually wish for
and you understand things you sometimes wish you could just be blind about
believe me, I'd give a lot to be like my cousin (she was tested a few months ago and has an IQ of 69 which makes her officially like mentally challenged(?) it's hard to find the real words in english, I already have trouble explaining it in German, but like when you're too dumb to live normally and cope with your life so you get a handicap certificate)

Yeah I totally understand ur point and i can relate but hey u r sth special for seeing things from a lot persoectives no one should feel sad for actually owninhmg a brain but i understand its hard when ur surroundings don't
We should take life not too serious anf enjoy it instead of trying to fix some minds, we should just laugh like every1 is commedy
Better, ...believe me haha

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MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:
I remember those times I was 13 and people talked abt how I am a bitch cuz I decided to take of my Hijab (headscarf)

????

Can we just leave each other pussies alone?? Thanks?? Or can u wait with this till I get a bit older so it can make sense lmaoo

13/=/slut

this is why I like kids
like, where is even the connection between taking off your hijab and being a witch??? wouldn't they all be witches if they didn't have a hijab on either? (I just assume they didn't as I know you live in Germany)

Yaaaa omh and the most funny thing is that i understand when muslims get butthurt. I mean no i don't understand at all but somehow yes..

But like.. they were christians and I didn't understand whats that of their business lmao

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Loviatar wrote:
It wasn't really behind my back I guess, but I was called "skabbfitta" by a group of people when I was in 8th-9th grade. Particulary by one girl.

I don't know how to translate it? "Scabies cunt" maybe? Lol

Wtf xD

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MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:

MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:
I just think u know what u want I guess? And of course its harder to be a fighting woman with a lot of self estem than being a dumb chicken with no clue do u get my point?

I believed my grandma said intelligence really hurts sometimes

yeah that's true
or, mostly I know what I don't want - that helps as well
intelligence does hurt, because you often see further than you actually wish for
and you understand things you sometimes wish you could just be blind about
believe me, I'd give a lot to be like my cousin (she was tested a few months ago and has an IQ of 69 which makes her officially like mentally challenged(?) it's hard to find the real words in english, I already have trouble explaining it in German, but like when you're too dumb to live normally and cope with your life so you get a handicap certificate)

Yeah I totally understand ur point and i can relate but hey u r sth special for seeing things from a lot persoectives no one should feel sad for actually owninhmg a brain but i understand its hard when ur surroundings don't
We should take life not too serious anf enjoy it instead of trying to fix some minds, we should just laugh like every1 is commedy
Better, ...believe me haha

oh, believe me , there was a time when every time I tried to see the beauty in life, I just ended up making an even higher contrast between the ugliness it has to offer as well
which is why I ended up being so cynical
which people think makes me a sad person and a pessimistic one, but honestly, it's how I see the fun in life
like, I'm down to half an ovary and probably will start menopause soon, but then I'm always like "Hey, they always found out it wasn't cancer, so at least I have that going"
my mom hates when I show this attitude, because she feels like sometimes I don't face the reality

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Ugh people did that so many times. Always talking crap about me. Even my own family lol. People are cruel.

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RareRevolution wrote:

Jahnam wrote:

MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:
I remember those times I was 13 and people talked abt how I am a bitch cuz I decided to take of my Hijab (headscarf)

????

Can we just leave each other pussies alone?? Thanks?? Or can u wait with this till I get a bit older so it can make sense lmaoo

13/=/slut

this is why I like kids
like, where is even the connection between taking off your hijab and being a witch??? wouldn't they all be witches if they didn't have a hijab on either? (I just assume they didn't as I know you live in Germany)

Yaaaa omh and the most funny thing is that i understand when muslims get butthurt. I mean no i don't understand at all but somehow yes..

But like.. they were christians and I didn't understand whats that of their business lmao

As a Christian I apologize on behalf of them, it’s not their business and if they did they’re reading their bible wrong, we’re not meant to judge, but to love

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MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:

MasileinDE wrote:

yeah that's true
or, mostly I know what I don't want - that helps as well
intelligence does hurt, because you often see further than you actually wish for
and you understand things you sometimes wish you could just be blind about
believe me, I'd give a lot to be like my cousin (she was tested a few months ago and has an IQ of 69 which makes her officially like mentally challenged(?) it's hard to find the real words in english, I already have trouble explaining it in German, but like when you're too dumb to live normally and cope with your life so you get a handicap certificate)

Yeah I totally understand ur point and i can relate but hey u r sth special for seeing things from a lot persoectives no one should feel sad for actually owninhmg a brain but i understand its hard when ur surroundings don't
We should take life not too serious anf enjoy it instead of trying to fix some minds, we should just laugh like every1 is commedy
Better, ...believe me haha

oh, believe me , there was a time when every time I tried to see the beauty in life, I just ended up making an even higher contrast between the ugliness it has to offer as well
which is why I ended up being so cynical
which people think makes me a sad person and a pessimistic one, but honestly, it's how I see the fun in life
like, I'm down to half an ovary and probably will start menopause soon, but then I'm always like "Hey, they always found out it wasn't cancer, so at least I have that going"
my mom hates when I show this attitude, because she feels like sometimes I don't face the reality

Offf i can give u a huge list of what my mum dislikes abt me. Its not like she doesnt love me but some parents just worry too much and try to make their kids being a rebirth of them.

I understand it i really do and I still appreciate the way u are because its just always better to be a questioning head instead of being an empty bowl!!! Nobody says growth is easy. you like to lose yourself in pretty difficult train of thoughts

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RareRevolution wrote:

Jahnam wrote:

MasileinDE wrote:

this is why I like kids
like, where is even the connection between taking off your hijab and being a witch??? wouldn't they all be witches if they didn't have a hijab on either? (I just assume they didn't as I know you live in Germany)

Yaaaa omh and the most funny thing is that i understand when muslims get butthurt. I mean no i don't understand at all but somehow yes..

But like.. they were christians and I didn't understand whats that of their business lmao

As a Christian I apologize on behalf of them, it’s not their business and if they did they’re reading their bible wrong, we’re not meant to judge, but to love

Nooo don't worry I cant make a connection between a religion and people's behavior! :-)
They were just.. weird.

I wasn't hurt at all u have to try me harder hehehe

Sometimes i think its just too sweet
Sweet like honey
Mhm

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MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:

MasileinDE wrote:

Jahnam wrote:
I remember those times I was 13 and people talked abt how I am a bitch cuz I decided to take of my Hijab (headscarf)

????

Can we just leave each other pussies alone?? Thanks?? Or can u wait with this till I get a bit older so it can make sense lmaoo

13/=/slut

this is why I like kids
like, where is even the connection between taking off your hijab and being a witch??? wouldn't they all be witches if they didn't have a hijab on either? (I just assume they didn't as I know you live in Germany)

Yaaaa omh and the most funny thing is that i understand when muslims get butthurt. I mean no i don't understand at all but somehow yes..

But like.. they were christians and I didn't understand whats that of their business lmao

dafuq, like what right do they have to fuss about this?
like, muslims either, but you're part of their religion, so at least a certain interest is there
but christians ... they have like nothing to talk about in this matter
(but I guess they were really traditional ones and tried to revive the thought that everyone not Christian was a witch - I mean, has all happened before...)

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athena wrote:
idk if this counts but when i was just coming in terms with my sexuality (i was maybe 10? i don't remember) and that i might be bisexual, one of my "friends", more like a classmate i had no choice but to get along with, bullied the information out of me.
after that i got phonecalls from somebody i didn't know like "i heard you were a lesbian!", "tell me what it's like!" and such. she said she got my number from our mutual acquaintance. didn't say her name but weren't many choices who it might be. luckily there weren't many phonecalls, and they were many weeks apart.

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Jahnam wrote:

Kaeris wrote:
My friend told me(a year later) that the rest of the people in our group talked about me behind my back. Stuff like I lied to them and lied to get away from them and that I lied about family problems and my brothers having autism.

People should shut up here and there and realize how nasty it is the way they act especially when its about your family or a sickness. Omg..

I’m honestly glad I don’t have contact with them anymore.

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Nama wrote:
That im faking being non-straight? Lol.

Why would i fake it? I keep it totally secret? If i faked being bi for attention wouldnt i be saying it to everyone...?