Gravitation wrote:Escobar wrote:
I was bullied when I was around 11-13 years old. I was excluded from my class with the exception of my current bff and a few other friends, who decided not to hate me or see me as odd.
I knew I was bullied but, what hurt the most was when they called "not normal" and "useless" and bashed on my past weight (I was fat) They treated me like i was a contagious disease, someone whom they even refused to speak to.
It still upsets me to this day since I developed anorexia (which I still struggle with to this day) depression, anxiety etc. due to being treated like shit. I hate them so much and hate the fact that they literally ruined my fucking life.
I get panic attacks whenever I see them to this day - and it's almost ten years ago.
I don't know. I just don't think it's fair that I've been scarred and struggle with everything because of their actions.
I relate to this. Though I didn't develop anorexia, "just" depression and anxiety.
The period after was even worse for me, since I had no other "friends" than two of the bullies and they made me feel like shit even though we were supposed to be "friends". Then one of the former bullies switched schools and another girl took her place, but the new girl wasn't a good friend either.
I really hate when I see them now when I'm out and I try to avoid them at all costs. They really fucked me up and I don't even know if they realised.
Yeah - Whenever I see them, i get panic attacks. I physically get dizzy and nauseous.