Flamingo wrote:
1. Find a school i can apply to and realise what career i want to do, because it's making me pretty miserable that I don't even have a year to make these choices...
2. Get my first boyfirend. All my friend's have like 30 page long lists of exes and I never even had a crush on anyone yet.. I'm excited to become an adult in 4 years so I can actually try online dating, because who needs to meet peopl IRL lmao
3. Probably contridicting my last paragraph lmao, but I want to meet my internet friends again. We met for the second time in December and I've never had a better day. They're like the best people in my life right now, and I'm so glad I met them.
4. On the other hand get rid of my toxic IRL friends. I¨ve been friend¨s with this dude since I was 6 and I'm over it. I can't stand him.There's also these two girls in my friend group. They're like one of the nicest people I've ever met and I love them so much, I'm glad I got to talk to them. I've also known one of them since kindergarden. But just when I'm with them I feel so depressed. I like to joke around a lot, but all they talk about is who they like, or what expensive stuff they want to buy even when they really don't have the money for it, or they recently found a topic of animal abuse. They support PETA and I'm just so done. They act like activist yet they can't even do a simple google search on this stuff... But I made a new friend, which I'm much more comfortable with, and I¨ve never had more laughs then with him... he's also the ex best friend of my current best friend, who's the guy I want to stop talking to.
Christ this is too complicated and I just ranted basically... I'm sorry if this is annoying. To anyone who actually bothered to read all of this im sorry for wasting your time...