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Horcrux wrote:
Charlotte shook her head and leaned back in the seat watching him, "Well I'm sorry you feel threatened by him but I couldn't care less about how he looks, we work well together and that's what was important for me. But Henry you just stopped giving a shit about me, you'd come home and drink then go to bed and I felt so insignificant, so yeah maybe I liked that Ray actually appreciated me." she laughed a little and shook her head again, "it matters to me and the fact you are too scared to say makes me think it's someone you've maybe been seeing behind my back."

Zane kept stealing a glance at her as she listened to the song and as it finished he could tell she had enjoyed it. "Well I look forward to your full verdict tonight Mila," he said softly and now they were standing very close together and he yearned to pull her in for a kiss but the next thing there was a knock on the door and he lifted his head up and put on a smile when he saw Ryan. "You can head off early, I'll finish locking up for the night."

Ryan had changed after work to something a bit more casual, a simple pair of skinny jeans and a v neck black top paired with his leather jacket. He was excited to see Mila at work, he hadn't been by the studio for a week or so and when she came running towards him he grinned, "hey beautiful," he said as she took his hand and he pulled her close for a kiss.

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Henry sighed quietly. "I know but you've gotta see that from my point of view, what if I was always bringing a pretty girl from work home and gushing about how a sing we work together, surely you'd get annoyed at that? But I have no right to be mad and I should have trusted you more, and I'm sorry, I wish you would understand how sorry I am." He paused, the room feeling silent as he stared over at her. "Okay what the fuck? Are you being serious right now? You really think I've got the time to be seeing someone else? Shit, I barely have time for you Charlotte, don't be stupid."

Mila was quite glad that Ryan had turned up, because this was just stupid. That kiss had meant nothing, surely, and she was pretty sure Zane was just messing with her. Of course he was, she was fresh meat and he was just pushing her to her limits. "How was your day at work?" She smiled, kissing him gently. She turned to Zane and nodded, going to grab her jacket and bag, slinging it across her body. "I'll see you later!" She called, before walking back to Ryan and heading out with him. They could grab a bite to eat before the gig.

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Charlotte took a deep breath, "I get it I do but you just wouldn't even let me explain anything you just kept complaining but not hearing me." As he spoke again she couldn't help but laugh, "well I don't even remember the last time we had sex because your always so fucking tired but guess you can make time for some random girl just like that." her hand was curled into a fist and she was furious at this point. "maybe this really isn't going to work out."

Ryan gave a little wave over to Zane as Mila collected her things before putting his arm around her shoulder as they headed along the street, "Work was pretty dull but I did have to break up a fight in the corridor and narrowly missed getting a black eye." he chuckled a little and looked down at her, "how about your day?" he headed towards their favourite little Chinese restaurant and slipped in through the doors, "table for two please." he said with a smile to the waiter.

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Henry was at the end of his tether. He was 19 going on 90 and it felt like this was the end of his life. Charlotte was his life, and so was Robbie, and he wasn't sure what would happen if this was the end of it all. But he wasn't about to let her go that easily. "Please Charlie, please don't say that.." he got down on his knees in front of her and held her hands tightly, gazing into her eyes. He pryed her fingers open so they were no longer in a fist and held her fingers tight. "Hey, look at me okay.. we are gonna work this out, whatever you need from me, I'm gonna do it." He whispered. He was desperate.

Mila cuddled into his side, it felt nice to have him holding her like this because she was starting to feel like he didn't care, but just to feel his warmth and the smell of his aftershave was enough to make her fall in love all over again. Yeah, this was what she wanted. "Wow, I'm glad they didn't ruin your handsome face. My day? Eh, it was okay. Nothing out of the ordinary." She didn't know why but she didn't feel like telling him about her exciting news, kind of like it was special between her and Zane or something. She went and sat down at the tbsle, shrugging her jacket off. "I feel a bit underdressed for being here."

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Charlotte hadn't expected him to drop down onto his knees for the second time today and she let him hold her hands. Seeing him this desperate and emotional was new for her and it did show how much he cared. "Tell me who you slept with.. I need to know Henry," she said in a shaky voice as tears rolled down her face. "I don't want to lose you but I feel like I hardly know you anymore and it's terrifying." she pulled one hand away from his to rub her eyes clear of tears as she was feeling self conscious.

Ryan held her close to him until they got inside and he pulled her chair out for her before pushing it in as she sat down. Then he slid his jacket off and sat down opposite her. "You and me both," he chuckled as he picked up the menu, "did you do any more piercings?" he asked conversationally. He wasn't aware of the learning process for becoming a tattoo artist so he never really knew exactly how long it would take before she could be tattooing on skin. "you look stunning Mila don't worry about it, I just wanted to treat you to some of your favourite food."

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Henry nodded his head slowly. She wanted honesty and he had to tell her. Plus Melissa had already threatened him that she was going to spill, it would make it easier if he was the one to break the news first. "Okay, I'll tell you, if you really need to know, or want to know, I'll tell you." He sighed, resting his head in their hands for a second before looking back up at her. "I went to the pub, and there's a girl from work who I've been brushing off for weeks. She was an easy call and she didn't need live far away." He admitted. He felt dirty even talking about it.

Mila shook her hea,d looking down at the menu but that was stupid, she'd have the same as she always did when they came here. It was her favourite place, she was a sucker for their food but she also knew it was pricey too, which meant either Ryan had some bad news or he really was making up with her. "Honestly no, today was really boring, I just watched Zane in all of his appointments and he was talking through everything. But he did say he's ordered some practise equipment that I can use tomorrow." She ruffled her fringe around, wishing she'd had chance to go home.

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Charlotte just stared at him as he spoke and it felt like her world was crashing around her all over again but she had needed to know, "and was this the first time you had seen her like that..? as in wanted to do something with her?" she rubbed her eyes again trying to hold herself together. She gave his hand a little squeeze, wishing she could get a hug from him because this was all becoming far too much for her to wrap her head around.

Ryan was fancying something a bit different from his usual but at the same time he was a sucker for sweet and sour chicken so when the waiter came over he placed his usual order and so did Mila. He reached his hand out over the table to hold onto Milas hand, "that's pretty exciting stuff then, you'll have to take some pictures to show me." he said with a smile. He was glad that they weren't fighting anymore and that whatever this mornings little bicker was that they could put it all behind then, "I'm excited about tonight though, haven't heard Zane and his band perform for a few years now."

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Henry couldn't look her in the eyes for now, because all he wanted to do was hold her close but he presumed that was the last thing she wanted from him, anyone else but him would have been fine but Charlie probably hated him for now. "I didn't see her like that.. ever, not at work, not last night, not ever. She's disgusting, and tramp, and god, you should have seen the state of her house, I gagged.. I had to fake it." he shook his head. He sat back in the chair but moved it closer so that their legs were touching.

Mila felt her smile grew, taking a hold of his hand, her thumb stroking along his knuckles gently. This was the sweet Ryan she knew and it felt like she was falling in love all over again, and it was nice. Maybe the romance wasn't completely dead. "Oh yeah, I forgot to say, he let me draw a piece for a customer today, lemme show you!" She pulled her phone out from her bag and landed up the picture, seeing Zane had sent her a cheeky text but she ignored it and swiped it away and then loaded the picture, passing it over to him.

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Charlotte felt a little bit of relief run through her when he said there had been nothing there before. She laughed a little when he mentioned the state of her house, "I wish you had just bailed .." she let out a small sigh as she watch him move to the seat and then she looked at the box that contained the ring. "I actually had some good news to share with you. The publishers love the book and so does the YouTuber, which is Zoella by the way.. since you'd never asked and it will be getting printed as of Saturday."

Ryan loved the way her lips curled up when she was smiling and seeing her grow into this fine young lady made him just fall more and more in love with her. The confidence she had gained since being free of her parents clutches was unbelievable. "Seriously?! please show me!" he said, an excited grin on his face as she passed the phone over and he saw her design. "holy shit Mila this is gorgeous," he said as he zoomed the photo in so he could take in all the little details, "I've never seen you draw anything like this before but .. wow!"

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Henry was glad that the truth was working in his favour, maybe this was what their relationship needed to get on track and he could see a glimmer of a smile on her lips, even if she was still mad, it was a start. "You know how I get when I'm in my head, when I'm so wound up, I'm a fucking asshole, I always have been and I wish I could go back in time but.. yeah." He lifted his head when she mentioned the book deal and he gasped, wrapping her up in his arms. "That's fucking amazing baby! Oh my god!" He couldn't believe he hadn't even asked her about it before, and here she was writing books for youtubers.

Mila was excited now that he was showing some interest, she knew it wasn't Ryan's type of thing but she was really interested in her line of work and seeing him enjoying it made her feel like she was working towards something she wanted. "Yeah, thrnguy ssked for something and Zane made me draw it up, I wasn't allowed to do the line work but Zane said I might be able to help on the shading." She took her phone back, sitting back when their food arrived.

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Charlotte was thankful to have some other news to talk about to pull away from the rather depressing conversation of his infidelity. "I know it is," she said with a little laugh as he wrapped his arms around her and she had stood up so they were now properly hugging. Her arms wrapped around him as she tucked her head into his shoulder. "told you it wasn't just a throw away project," she said as she pulled away from his arms a little more so she could look at him properly.

Ryan returned Mila's phone to her just as food arrived, "thats seriously cool Mila you should be so proud of yourself." he thanks the waiter for bringing their food and started to tuck in once everything had arrived. He was starving, the cafeteria food had been pretty shit today so this food was much needed. "I was thinking do you maybe want to go out somewhere at the weekend? maybe check out the museum or something, just the two of us?"

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Henry let his arms loosen slightly so he could see her properly but there was no way he was going to let go now. She hadn't pushed him off and that was a good sign, a great sign in fact. "Baby why didn't you tell me from the start? You never mentioned any of these details, do you think you're gonna jinx it or something?" He shook his head, looking down at her. She was so clever and it just rubbed the salt into the wound for him, the fact that's his job probably wouldn't take him many places.

Mila nodded her head. "You know what I am, and if inget enough practise in hopefully I can start building up a client base, too." She dug into her food. She'd skipped lunch, she had been busy chatting with Zane and Jordan and working in some stuff and so her dinner got demolished in record time, but she actually managed to not get it down her chin at all, which was amazing. "That would be nice, id love that. We haven't gone anywhere for a while." She smiled. "We could pack a little picnic."

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Charlotte shrugged her shoulders a little bit, she wasn't entirely sure why she hadn't given him all the details straight away, "I guess it didn't feel real when they reached out to me and I thought it would just turn out to be a thing that they commissioned a lot of students to do. Never in a million years did I think it was actually going to be published." she paused, pulling her phone out of her pocket and showing him a screenshot from one of the emails, "there is already a million preordered just based on the blurb."

Ryan listened as she talked with such excitement and passion, it was one of the things she loved about her. When her heart was set on something she was so focused, "I'm sure it will all go well for you babe, I have faith." he ate his own dinner rather quickly and felt full once the plates were cleared. As the server came over he paid for all of it wish his card. "a picnic would be good as well, then it's settled its a date." he said playfully before rising from his seat and putting his jacket on, heading back outside hand in hand with her.

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Henry reached his hand up very carefully to her face, resting it against her jawline, his thumb gently tracing over her cheek as he gazed into her eyes. "I just wish you felt like you could tell me all these thing, you know inthink you're amazing but I don't mind telling you every now and again, either." He sat back down in the chair but gently tugged on her waist until she sat on his knee, and he rested his forehead on her shoulder gently, thinking. Lifting his head when he saw the email, his smile grew even more and he kissed the bare skin on her arm. "Baby this is it, this is your calling in life."

Mila loved to hear that from him, to know that he was actually supporting her, because sometimes she really doubted herself. He'd parents had always put her down and told her to take the conventional route so these were some big steps she was taking and sometimes she was just a little unsure. She leaned back in her seat once she was full, feeling slightly bloated and honestly, all she wanted to do was go to sleep, but they had plans. So, and she walked out with him, squeezing his fingers gently. "I know I say this every time, but I really do love you in that leather jacket."

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Charlotte felt bad for not having just told him sooner but sometimes she got the impression he was jealous of her for having these opportunities. "I'm sorry.. I really should have just told you as soon as I found out." she pouted a little when he moved away from their hug but she moved to sit on his lap and leaned into him so they were still close. "I hope so," she whispered before putting her phone away and just sitting in silence for a moment, "now do you want to serve me this lovely dinner you've cooked up?"

Ryan walked hand in hand with Mila down the street towards the club that the gig was taking place in and he smiled down at her, "maybe thats why I wore it tonight," he said with a cheeky little grin and as they approached the venue he saw a massive line and people holding onto tickets, "did Zane give you anything for us to actually get in with?" he said as he frowned, the last thing he could be bothered doing was lining up for an hour just to get inside.

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