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ThugWorkout wrote:
Henry had to be strong now, he had to be the one that would carry this and go through with it but he was so close to crumbling and calling it off. He opened the front door, letting his hand slip to the back of her neck and pulling her close for one final forehead kiss, he nodded, the tears were in his eyes now though. "I'll ring you tomorrow, okay? And you can tell me all about what you and Robbie get up to." He worked most weekends now anyway so it wasn't as if he'd be missing out too much. "You got this baby girl." He whispered. Finally turning and walking away, it wasn't u til he was in his car that he began to cry, his head in his hands.

Mila had the biggest sad face possible on, she felt rubbish and she didn't particularly want to look him in the eye, she was feeling awful. She had been pushing him away and to top it off she'd slept with one of his friends.. who also happened to be her boss. That was going to be fun to face on Monday. She shook the thought away. "But I'm not enough for you any more I don't want babies and stuff and I'm sorry." She cried a little more, but finally, she managed to pull herself together, doing some real big sniffles. "I don't know cos I love you way too much." She pouted a little bit.

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Charlotte nodded head, "yes that sounds perfect." as the door fell shut she felt like everything had just broken in her world and she sulked off to her bed where she pulled the duvet over her and curled up under it. Grabbing her phone she opened up the gallery and scrolled through photos of Henry and her together before realising she had a text from Ray asking if she got home alright, sorry I didn't reply sooner, been a mad night but I'm fine. thanks for a lovely dinner I owe you c:

Ryan wished that he could just protect her from all of the shit in the world and keep her safe but that wasn't the reality of it all. His heart broke again when she repeated that she didn't want any baby in her life but he should be understanding, "well I'm sorry Mila but my child is going to be in my life.. I refuse to be a useless father. If you don't want to be part of that then I understand but you need to decide what you want." he wasn't going to make this easy, if she wanted to break up with him she would have to say it.

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Henry drove himself to the nearest cheapest hotel, it was a little out of town but it was all he could really afford at that point,and he booked himself into the cheapest room they had for a week for now, he didn't want to seem stupid and maybe after a week Charlie would be begging to have him back. He slumped up to his room and chucked his bag in the ground and then flicked his phone open, just maybe hopinghed hsve a message from her, but no.

Ray had chilled out for most of the evening, he'd done some Pilates and deep yoga to cleanse his soul like the wholesome surfer that he was. Oh and of course never ending thoughts of Charlotte on his mind. He was currently on his sofa with his cat sitting in his chest, when he felt his phone buzz and he raised his eyebrows. No worries Hun. Hope everything is okay with you? Always here for you. X

Mila shrugged. "I never said there couldn't be a baby in your life.. I'm just saying I can't step up and comparent right now.. if that makes sense. I'm barely getting into adulthood myself Ryan, I can't even think about that kind of repsonsbility." She just wanted him to givdnher some answers so this could be over but he obviously wasn't going to give into her this time and that made her mad. "I'm happy for you, I am. You gotta see it from my point of view though. It's scary, really scary. Would you have been ready to have a baby at my age?"

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Charlotte was trying to fight back the tears but she was crying her eyes out and she felt so alone. Throughout her entire life she had always had Henry whenever she needed him but now she had sent him away and she had no one. Her phone buzzed and part of her hoped it was him but instead Ray had responded fairly quickly, just Henry and I decided to go on a break which I should have seen coming. what are you up too anyways? She hit send before rubbing her eyes to try and get herself to stop crying and calm down a little

Ryan shook his head a little, "I'm not asking you to be a parent Mila, I just want to share that part of my life with you." he sighed, looking down at his hands. He just wanted to have her in his life no matter what the cost but after holding baby Grace he knew he was going to step up and be the best goddamn father the world had ever seen, "I know.. I guess I'm just upset because you've had months knowing that this could become a reality and you'd never said anything before." he looked back into her eyes, "we are just going to go round in circles aren't we?"

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Ray couldn't believe his eyes when he read her reply and it was awful of him, but he reckoned this was his time to swoop in and be hero of the day. Oh girl! That was not what I was expecting! Do you want me to come over? I can bring ice cream, and Jimmy the cat! X she wouldn't be a,D to refuse that offer, would she? Plus she said her little brother love cats too, so Jimmy could keep him busy while he kept Charlotte busy with his mouth. He ran his fingers through his hair, tying it back up on top of his head.

Mila shrugged. "I've never been around babies before, I don't think I'd be so good is all. I don't want tours her or anything." At least she was finally calling it a her instead of it, that was a good start. "I know, I'm just a bit of a chicken. I didn't think I'd actually have to share you right now.. I thought it wouldn't be until we have a family of our own one day.." she was staying surprisingly calm now, maybe she had no more fight left in her. "I justndint want to go to sleep with you mad at me."

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Charlotte read the text message over a few times and she was torn as to what to say, she could really use the company but if Henry found out it would probably make him flip. But at the same time this time apart was for her to try and heal and get over the pain that he had caused, Only if it's cookie dough ice cream but yeah I'd actually really like that.. but please ignore how much of a mess I'm in aha x She hit send and moved out of her duvet to look over at herself in the mirror, Jesus she looked rough.

Ryan noticed that she had finally referred to the baby as a her and it made him smile just a little bit, "I've never been around babies either, I'll be honest I'm fucking terrified." he bit down on his lip a little as he listened to her speak, he was worried that she was going to decide to leave and if she did he would be so lost. "well.. maybe you could meet her tomorrow? Kelly doesn't need to be there at the time.. I just would love for you to meet Grace."

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Ray was waiting anxiously for her message, but if she was in the fram of mind he reckoned she was, she'd definitely want his company. Any ice cream you want, I'm on my way! X he sent, jumping off the sofa and turning the tv off, he grabbed little Jimmy and put him in his little harness he had and attached his lead to it too. He was wearing some denim shorts and a vest top to chill outnin and he shoved his flip flops on and headed out. He stopped at the corner shop first and grabbed a tub of cookie dough and a tub of brownie ice cream, before making his way fonhed plscd, with Jimmy the cat on his lead. Knocking once he was there.

Mila shook her head. "Wellmyoure staying very calm for someone who's just become a dad, I'm impressed." She had to switch this around and turn it into a positive for him because he was most likely just as freaked out as she was. "As long as Kelly isn't there. I can't do it if she's there. I know it's her baby.. I just don't feel like I can face her." Mila still felt like it was partially her fault that their marriage had broken down even if Ryan denied it. "That's a cute name." She finally said, looking up at him and nodding.

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Charlotte laughed a little at the message he sent, can't wait x. This wasn't a booty call, this was her needing a friend and Ray was just the only friend she had. Standing up she pulled on a of cute grey sweatpants and a little black boxy crop top that if you lifted your arms up you'd see a little bit of underboob. Cleaning up some of her blotchy mascara before he arrived she hoped that he would be able to excuse how bad she looked. She opened the front door and instantly saw Jimmy, "oh my gooodnesssss." she said as she felt a smile cross her face, "you didn't warn me he would be on a lead!" and she stepped aside to let him into the flat.

Ryan laughed, feeling the situation easing just a little bit, "you should have seen me last night I was petrified Mila, ended up locking myself in the toilet and having a bit of a cry which was when I found out my phone was dead." he sighed, running a hand through his hair before reaching his other out to hold onto Milas. "Thats fair, we can definitely do that." he smiled even brighter as she complimented his baby girls name, "thank you." he said softly before pulling her in for a hug. A wave of relief seemed to pass through him and he just wanted to hold onto her forever.

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Ray leaned in the doorway while he waited for her to open up, and grinned at her when she finally did. "He's not a fan of cat boxes, this is the only way I can get him to go where I want him to." He chuckled, reaching down and scooping him up with one hand, he followed her in, making door the door shut behind him, he held the bag up with the ice cream tubs in. "And I delivered on my promise. There's cookie dough and there's brownie chunks too, just in case you're feeling adventurous." He kicked his flip flops off and then went and sat in her sofs, letting Jimmy have a little roam to get used to the place.

Mila couldn't help but smile. Ryan had always been the strong level headed one and the thought of him crying was actually quite humorous to her. But she felt awful, while he was off being a hero, she was well, having a half good time with his friend. What an idiot she was. There was going to be a stop put to that immediately. Zane just wasn't good for her, Ryan was the kind of guy she needed in her life. She let her arms wrap around him tight and held onto him. "I'm sorry for being so selfish lately." She said quietly.

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Charlotte was pretty much in love with Jimmy instantly but that wasn't exactly a surprise, she adored cats and one one a lead?! she was sold. "well he is adorable," she looked over at the bag and laughed, "you went above and beyond again, thank you." she went into the living room with him and flopped herself down onto the sofa, this felt a little weird but she kept reminding herself that it was just a friend supporting a friend. "make yourself comfy I'll stick the ice cream in the freezer for now," she said as she took the bag and popped them away, "do you want anything to drink?" she called through to him without looking away from the fridge.

Ryan felt even better the more Mila smiled, her face was a little puffy and red from all of the crying she had done and the black smudges under her eyes needed mopping up yet she still looked beautiful with that smile across her lips. "Don't apologise, I'm sorry for being a dick about how I handled things." he held her close to him and closed his eyes, breathing in her smell and just enjoying the moment. "why don't you get changed into something comfy and we will go and cuddle up on the sofa, maybe put a film on or some ridiculous program that we can laugh at."

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Ray literally had his foot in the door and now he presumed there was no other way for this night to gonthsn them cuddling intensely on this sofa. Maybe get her real nice and cosy with some wine. "Aah I'll have a beer or something if you've got any? I'm not fussed, anything you've got going is good with me." It was a Friday nights they deserved to have a nice drink and just chill out for the evening, especially when she was going through a heart break. He waited until she came back in and patted the spot next to him, where he'd made himself comfy on her sofa. "Come on, time to tell RayRay all about it."

Mila shrugged, but she really did need to apologise, for more than that, but that was a good start. "I think we both need to start talking instead of just using our actions.." she smiled up at him when he pulled away, nodding at the idea. "I like that a lot." She leaned up and kissed his cheek, before squishing past him and into their bedroom, taking off her top and then her skirt, gasping as her hands touched her tattoo, she had almost forgotten about. How was she gonna explain this rebellious streak now? She grabbed her fluffy pink unicorn onesie and shoved it in, zipping it up and pulling the hood up.

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Charlotte picked out a can of beer and removed a bottle of cheap red wine that she had, she grabbed a glass for herself before coming back through and placing everything down on the coffee table. "you really want to hear all about it huh?" she said as she dropped herself down onto the sofa and pouring herself a glass of wine. "there's really not a whole lot to say.. turns out I met the girl he slept with this morning when I stopped by his work which is weird." she said with a laugh as she locked down at her hand that now didn't have a ring on it.

Ryan nodded his head, he couldn't agree more the pair of them had gotten into a bad way and communication between them just seemed to vanish. "Your right, otherwise we will end up getting nowhere." he smiled as she went passed him and he descended back down the stairs and into the living room where he set up the blankets and gathered all of the pillows onto the main sofa before flopping down into it. His head turned as she came down the stairs in what was possibly the most ridiculous yet cute onesie he had ever seen, "you look adorable Mila," he said with a bright smile.

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Ray reached forward and grbabed fhe can of beee off the brake, cracking it open and taking a nice long swig. It wasn't his usual tipple of choice he much preferred a pale ale or something like that but he wouldn't grumble. He rested a cushion in his lap and then patted it, waiting for Jimmy to jump up and he gave his head a little scratch, though his eyes widened when he heard Charlotte. "Wait, you met her? Oh that must have been awful. I can't believe he works with her." He shook his head reaching over to squeeze her shoulder. "I bet she didn't have an inch in you, Charlie."

Mila scrunched her nose up at him but grinned. He had that smile on his face but his eyes were tired and there was no way he was going to last all the way through a whole film. "Well you said get comfy so I went for the ultimate cosy." She hopped off into the kitchen, bobbing her head around which made the horn in her hood bob about. She searched through their cupboards, grabbing a load of snacks because she was still hungry, she'd only had two slices of her pizza at Zanes house. She went back into the living room and dumped herself in Ryan's lap.

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Charlotte poured herself a rather large glass of wine but she deserved it, today had been a rollercoaster once again. Taking a small sip she nodded her head, "yeah turns out she's been flirting with him for months," laughing a little at his comment she thought about Melissa, "she is the complete opposite of me which makes it all even weirder." she let out a little sigh before having another sip and placing the glass down, "how has your evening been?"

She was right, Ryan did say to get comfy and there wasn't anything in the world comfier than a onesie though he had to refrain from wearing them as he looked ridiculous, "that's very true I did say that," he chuckled. He went through the channels, landing on a marvel film that had just started on ITV. his eyes traced over all of the snacks and his belly rumbled again, his dinner had been a quick sandwich from the small shop in the hospital and it wasn't the most appetitsing, "just what the doctor ordered," he said with a grin as he reached forward but that was when he noticed her injured hand, "was that because of me.."?" he asked.

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Ray watched the large glas she poured herself and raised his eyebrows. Well this was going to be a lot easier than he first thought if she kept drinking like that. "Yeah he's a dumbass for even considering it.. if I had a girl like you on my arm I'd be praying to god every day for how thankful I was." He shrugged, leaning his elbow on the back of the sofa and resting his head in his palm. "It's been really chill, I ordered a bit more takeout even after our cafe date, don't judge me. I was still so hungry." He laughed, glancing over at the tv.

Mila settled herself into his lap, it was she favourite seat in the house and she really had missed this closeness, it felt like an age since they'd cuddled like this when in reality it had probably only been a week tops, but Mila was just a little bit too clingy sometimes. She opened up a back of maltesers and dove her hand in, shoving some into her mouth, chomping down on them but frowned when he took her hand. She didn't really wanna talk about that right now. "It wasn't just you.." she shrugged, looking up at him.

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