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ThugWorkout wrote:
Henry soon turned his pout back into a smile and he pressed his lips to her cheek as he pulled her just a little bit more into his body. "Well good, I'm very glad that love me, because I really do love you, and I hope you know that. I always have done, and I always will do. Forever and always. He dropped his hands from her waist and instead lifting them, letting them cup her chin, he gazed into her eyes. He wasn't sure if it was the alcohol that was giving this confidence, but he was enjoying their honesty.

Mila grasped hold of him tightly and just let the tears fall. She never realised just how much she loved him, not until she was now faced with the possibility of never being with him again. "But she's having your baby, Ryan. You can't just walk away from that, you can't be that guy. You're just not that guy." She let go of him and watched him, and though an hour ago this would have drove her crazy, all she wanted to do now was protect him. She went and sat next to him, running her nails up and down his chest gently. "Do what you have to do."

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Charlotte was starting to wonder if he was being serious or if this was his way of expressing how I feels about their friendship. But if she asked for clarity he would then realise that she was expressing her feelings as more than friendship. "Forever and always," she whispered softly, she said with a smile across her lips as he touched her chin. "this has to be the soppiest I've seen you be for a very very long time, it's pretty cute I must admit."

Ryan shook his head, "I'm not that guy." he groaned, rubbing his face with his hand before messing about with his hair. "But Mila I don't know what I have to do. I want to care for my child, I would never dream of abandoning them... but I just can't stay with that woman. She drives me crazy now and we've only been married for two years, by the time the kids grown up I'll probably have made my own coffin and crawled into it." he turned his head to look at her, running his hand across her soft cheek and pushing some of her hair back. "I wish I could turn back time to an hour ago when you had a smile across your lips."

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Henry nodded his head slowly. "Forever and always." He whispered back, his eyes not leaving hers as he fought about his next move, he could fee himself wanting to move closer to her, he wanted their lips to touch, he wanted well, all sorts of things. Alcohol was a definite influence but it was true what they said, a drunk mans words were a sober mans thoughts, "ssshhhh you're interrupting me, I was trying to be cute!" He laughed and closed his eyes, resting his forehead against hers. Not entirely sure how to carry out his next move.

Mila stayed as him and looked down at him. The pain that was across his face, if only she could wipe it away and get rid of all the worries in his mind, she'd do it in a heartbeat. "Maybe.. maybe this is what you need to bring you both back together. Maybe she's changed, maybe she wants to be the wife you want her to be." She chewed her thumb nail as she spoke, not quite being ask to meet his eyes, until she felt his hand on her cheek. "I just want you to be happy. Don't worry about not me, Ryan." She said quietly. Almost not wanting to admit it.

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Charlotte laughed very softly, "you don't need to try to be cute," she wanted to kiss him, oh so badly. But he was going to do something silly like he always did and call it all a joke and laugh. He didn't really love her, not in the way she did, and that was ok. Because she could make these feels go away, it would just take time and then their friendship would be perfect. "I think maybe we had too much to drink," she said with a nervous giggle.

"A baby in someone doesn't change the person, just changes the reasons to stay." Ryan said solemnly, trying to map out what the fuck his life had just become. "The only way I am ever happy anymore is when I'm around you though Mila. You are the only glimmer of hope and light that I have left in my life." he pressed his head against hers, kissing her nose softly. "I'll need to talk to my wife tomorrow, figure out what the fuck is going on but I don't want to lose you. because I want you, not her. I just.. want to see my child as well."

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Henry lifted a hand and out his finger to his lips, laughing but whining at the same time. "I swear to god if you interrupt me one more time I'm gonna throw a hissy fit." He took a deep breath and pulled his head away, opening his eyes to look at her. "Like I was saying, I love you, and I always will, and you are just god fucking perfect and I just wish all those times Heidi was accusing me of being with you.. that I was." He whispered, leaning in, his lips grazing against hers.

Mila ran her thumb up and down his forehead gently, it was something her mother had always done when she was younger and had woken up with nightmares, something she found incredibly soothing and only hoped it would help him, too. Her heart skipped a beat and she leaned down to kiss him, just once. "What.. what if she doesn't want to keep the baby after all?" She hated to mention it but it was always a possibility, if Mila was in the situation she knew it would be exactly what she'd do.

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This was what Charlotte had wanted to hear him say for so long, yet now here she was freaking out. Their friendship was so important to her, could she risk recklessly kissing her best friend while drunk? "and I wish you had been with me as well, you missed out on so many sleepovers, but stop goofing around we should be heading to bed." she said, a very tiny smile on her face, knowing that if he was serious she was pushing him away, "and Henry... if you aren't trying to goof around, tell me when you are sober, okay?" she said, running her hand a long his cheek before pulling away from him and rearranging the bed.

Ryan hadn't really thought about that option, "I honestly don't know.. I just need to hear her out, explain where my heads at. maybe I should come clean? about having feelings for someone else? god I don't know what to do." he groaned, closing his eyes again and keeping Mila close, "Im just glad you are here with me right now. I think I'd of completely lost it if I was on my own." he lowered his voice to a whisper, "I'm scared Mila.."

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Henry felt relief in his bid as she agreed with him and he pressed his lips a little more, yet suddenly she stopped him. He was confused didn't she just say this was what she wanted? "I.. I'm not goofing around," he mumbled and ketnhis hands drop, he stood up from the bed once she moved, scratching his head. .i don't get it.." but maybe, maybe it was the alcohol. Maybe he was just being stupid. "Okay, I guess." He pulled his tshirt off and his shorts, so that he was just in his boxers, and stumbled into bed, curling up on his side and closing his eyes.

Mila lay her head next to him, kissing the side of his head as she held him there, trying her very best not to cry at him, she closed her eyes for a second. "You can't break up a whole marriage over me. I'd feel so selfish. God I love you, but donyou really want to lose everything for me?" She gulped, swallowing her tears down, taking a deep breath. "It's gonna be okay, baby. Everything is gonna be okay. You just need to make sure the first thing you do when you get home to,or foe is talk to her." She sniffles.

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Charlotte knew instantly that he was hurt, she had fucked it up. "Henry..." she let her voice fade, looking at him as he faced away from her in the bed. "Goodnight," she whispered, getting into the bed beside him and facing the edge of her side, tears forming in her eyes. She kept trying to tell herself she made the right decision, what if they woke up tomorrow and he hadn't meant any of it? He literally only just got out of a relationship with that toxic woman. Of course he just wants to feel loved by someone.

Ryan looked deep into her eyes, "I know.. I can't make any sudden decisions but I know in my heart I want nothing more than to be with you." he finally moved off the bed, taking his shirt and trousers off and placing them over the seat so that they were in decent condition for tomorrow, "we should try and get some sleep, I feel so drained after all of this." he pressed a kiss against her lips as he slid under the duvet, waiting for him to join him as the little spoon.

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Henry felt rejected, and it was hurting his heart. Maybe she really didn't no love him like he thought she did, maybe he had read all the signs wrong. What a fool he felt. He curled up and pulled the duvet over him, closing his eyes tightly he drifted off into a drunk state of slumber, his mind filled with all sorts of rushed and mad thoughts that he didn't even know how to start comprehending.

Mila got off the bed once she wa sure that he had finally cleared his mind a little, and took off her tights, and skirts and blouse, hesitating before slipping out of her bra, putting her arm across her chest to hide her nippies. "Sorry I just really can't sleep in a bra." She admitted, climbing into bed with him, sliding herself against his chest, entwining her legs with him. "Good night, Ryan." She whispered.

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*I'mma skip to the morning*
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Charlotte was never a morning person, even more so when she had been drinking the night before. She was curled up with her bag pressed against Henry, her hand holding onto his which had been draped over her. The sound of a robotic alarm starting going off and she groaned, " Henryyy" she groaned, nudging him to try and get him to turn the noise off. At the same time she rolled over into his body, which caused her to open her eyes, realising she was very close to him.

Ryan had woken up before the alarm, and was just finishing off his shower as he heard Mila's alarm chiming away in the bedroom. He washed out the remainder of his conditioner before stepping out and drying himself off. Wrapping a towel around his waist he went back into the main body of the room, "good morning beautiful" he said softly, kissing her forehead and switching her alarm off so she could rest just that little bit longer.

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Henry let out a grown and sat up, rubbing the sleep from his eyes before leaning over her and stopping his alarm, lying back down he let his arm drape over her again, pulling her in closer to his body. He wasn't completely awake yet and he was enjoying the warmth of her body against his. "Good morning." He whispered finally, letting his eyes open and he looked down, realising just how close she had managed to roll to him. It made this all the more awkward because he remembered every single second of the evening before, and still didn't know how she felt.

Mila began to awaken from her slumber, the sun pouring in through a crack in the curtains onto her bare back, she lifted her head and scrunched her nose, a smile on her lips when she felt his lips on her forehead. "So it wasn't just a dream then, you are actually here still. That's nice." She pulled the duvet up overnher shoulders, letting herself have just a couple more minutes of snooze, but she really did need to get up. And so she sat up in bed, shivering slightly, crossing her arms over her chest, she stood up, only one eye open. "Good morning." She spkissednhisnchesk before heading to the bathroom.

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Charlotte cuddled in close before her mind really clicked to what was happening and she looked up to meet his eye, she swallowed a little and sat up, pulling her legs close to her under the duvet. "Henry.. about last night," she paused, trying to figure out what exactly to say, "I panicked.. and ... basically what I'm trying to say is I got scared of the thought of losing you as my best friend, because without you in my life I just wouldn't be able to cope."

Ryan chuckled, "you really are a smooth talker beautiful," he moved over to the rubbish little hairdryer built in to the wall and began trying to dry his hair. "enjoy your shower," he called as she vanished into the bathroom, glancing at her before the door shut. He wished he could stay in this hotel room with her for the rest of the day, or maybe the rest of his life. He couldn't stomach facing his wife and this whole new situation. It was going to be a messy evening that was for sure.

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Henry let his fingertips trace up and down, listening to everything she had to say. "You don't need to apologise to me. If you're not comfortable or feeling that way, inneed to take the hint, and I do. You love me, but just not in that way, that's okay. I'll get over it. I've been able to hide it until now, maybe I can hide it for another 17 years." He sat up, pushing his hair from his forehead. "I will never let us ruin this friendship, not ever, not even for all the money in the world. It's irreplaceable."

Mila put the little shower cap on that they were given in their box of toiletries and quickly washed her body, squirting some of the toothpaste in her mouth she swilled it around before spitting it out, and rinsing her body off, too. Stepping out, a shiver ran down her spine and she quickly wrapped a towel around her body, hopping from one foot to another, and then running back out to the main room. "Goodness me it's cold today." She went over to her clothes and pulled them on. Feeling a tad gross in yesterday's clothes.

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"wait ... no." Charlotte felt a shot of panic going through her body, "I do love you in that way, I have done for a long time now I just didn't think you felt the same way." she couldn't help but let a small laugh leave her lips as she lay back down with her head on his chest, "we are honestly a pair of idiots, you know that?" she gave him a small squeeze hug from the way they were lying, "please don't hide how you feel anymore, because I will have to tickle you to death if you do."

Ryan finished off his hair and set the hairdryer back down into its holder before styling it correctly. Once finished he slipped off his towel and back into yesterdays clothes, which wasn't great but he at least had a spare tie in his car which could help him get away with looking fresher than he really was. He tried to keep his eyes away from Mila but he did sneak a glance, "yeah it's freezing! but I'll hike up the heating in the car so we don't freeze to death." he said with a small laugh.

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Henry raised an eyebrow, slightly baffled by her admission of love, but he'll, he wasn't about to tell her he changed his mind was he? That would have made him a prize idiot. "And you couldn't have told me last night, instead of making me want to cry?" He smirked slightly, wrapping his arms around her, his right hand finding its way to her hair, running his fingers through it gently. "Can I at least kiss you properly now? It's all I wanted to do but you kept putting it off." He looked down at her, smiling.

Mila dug through her bag and pulled out a hair bobble, scraping her fingers through her slightly knotted hair, tipping her head forward, she scooped her hair into a pony tail. Brushing her fringe out with her fingers, she sat back in the bed, a little shiver running through her. "I think I night have to go home first.. I can't sit in yesterday's knickers all day." She laughed, making sure she had everything, skipping her backpack onto her shoulders. "I guess it's about time we burst this bubble and go and face the real world."

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