ouch wrote:
Abby wrote:
but god it takes such a toll on you physically that I just had to stop and now I actually get sleep but then again I also do stuff and ... live? yeah lmao
Yeah ig what u mean, I don't like the physical effects of staying up (even tho I don't get sleepy, I just get tired in the body I guess) but worth it mentally usually. Until I have stayed awake too long and I can't even watch tv anymore cus its too boring. i always hav to watch tv
ouch wrote:
I used to have a similar thought? about not sleepingAbby wrote:
Oh god I'd wanna jump out the window having to deal with both, one is hard enough as is
It truly is just the most boring combo, like boring for the haver, its double numb tbh, I wish I was crazy still lmao. Thats why I like not sleeping tho, when im on the border of psychosis I feel my best and much more crazy which is not boring aka its goodOh god I'd wanna jump out the window having to deal with both, one is hard enough as is
but god it takes such a toll on you physically that I just had to stop and now I actually get sleep but then again I also do stuff and ... live? yeah lmao