hmm wrote:glowed wrote:
fellas I may be cooked!
I am like 99% sure my feelings are just platonic TELL ME WHYYYY she’s kinda sorta on the verge of dating someone else and I’m being tHe biggest asshole known to mankind plssss I need to step up and be a supportive friend but she keeps saying “I’m scared you’d hate this guy” and if she says so then I probably would ??? it sucks that they get to spend so much time together and I’m just feeling like a dumb jealous idiot and I can’t decipher whether it’s me missing my friend or me wanting to date my friend yk …
fun times ahahahah! this sounds like a premise to a fanfic I’d definitely read the shit out of where the pining idiot gets together with their friend in the end but I rly don’t think that’s gonna happen in this case. I just need to be Normal. and supportive. and not awkward. Yes
omg nooooooo

.... it's okay to feel that way.. it's hard but ur not an asshole for it at all especially if you've had a history of liking her, even if it may not be the case in the present i think it's natural to feel more jealous than u would otherwise... i hope u don't lose her to the relationship though dhbgvfbnjmgngbd that'd be unfortunate either way
I feel HORRIBLE I rly wish i could factory reset my feelings because I’m supposed to be buying plane tickets to see her soon yet i’m on the verge of chickening out just bc? she might have gotten herself a bf in the meantime?? stupid silly me!