Limbs wrote:
___________ tw sexual assault/csa or whatever
"Kertoo, että lapsuudesta on isoja muistikatkoksia.
On nähnyt 11-12-vuotiaana toistuvia unia 1-2 vuoden ajan, jolloin on kokenut lapsena seksuaalista väkivaltaa/ hyväksikäyttöä."
(ok first of all i've told you about the memory gaps like a million times and you're only now understanding it? ok)
but like what is this even supposed to mean?? that sentence doesn't make any sense
i specifically told her i had those dreams at 11-12 but if something happened i think it would have happened when i was younger than that. and she agreed with me on that. then she goes and writes that on the official records, what the hell
"Nyt marraskuulla oli kotonaan ollut peloissaan ja painunut lapsen moodiin. Tunnisti tilanteen unen kaltaiseksi."
i said nothing about it being like a dream?? what. maybe she said that and i absentmindedly went along with it (cuz she talked over me at some point idk) but it was not like a dream, what does that even mean
"Hoitotoimet (Hoitotyön toiminnot)
Keskustelukäynti. Teemana ahdistavien tuntemusten ja ajatusten kanssa pärjääminen."
ah yes the theme of coping with these feelings, meaning you as my psych nurse grilling me like "so did it happen or not???", (after i said i'm having a hard time talking about this: ) "well can we talk about the molestation or not.", "well how did you survive that??", "well how are you going to cope with this now?? how are you going to cope with it?????" yes that is very helpful and makes me feel great thank you