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Hmm
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hmm wrote:

Dwaal wrote:

hmm wrote:

Dwaal wrote:
I forgot to listen to them I'm sorry :')

it's never too late, maybe i wouldn't get into them in the typical fashion of a teenage kpop stan where u watch variety content and stuff dhgvbhnjehbe cus i didn't either and the group is essentially Dead.. but their discography is genuinely so so good, altho if it's not ur taste that's okay too!!

mhmhmh I promise I'll remember this week! .. If I have the time to listen to anything at all... fuck lab...

awww it's ok if u want i have a recs playlist because most people only come across 2 baddies and sticker and while i Personally enjoy those, 80% of ppl stop giving them a chance at that point HBVSBNSM

open.spotify.com/playlist/5U1y5G8JyAyXnZXPpP0DbP

Hmm
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hmm wrote:

Azriel wrote:

hmm wrote:

Dwaal wrote:
I'll just go cry in my corner it's okay

NO IM 23 ITS OK

since when?????????

since In 2 Months ago

Hmm
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hmm wrote:
in february i just age myself up already like

Dwaal
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Dwaal wrote:

hmm wrote:

Azriel wrote:

hmm wrote:
NO IM 23 ITS OK

since when?????????

since In 2 Months ago

so april? hmhm

Hmm
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hmm wrote:

Dwaal wrote:

hmm wrote:

Azriel wrote:
since when?????????

since In 2 Months ago

so april? hmhm

april 1st :3c

Private
Prince of Pop

Azriel wrote:

hmm wrote:

Azriel wrote:

hmm wrote:
god you are so right like i literally spent my last entire work shift going over the pros and cons in my head . but i love to ruminate i Guess

also just in relation to your ex, what was the final push.. were u tired of going over it in ur head or was it just.. spontaneous

yes girl like i did the same thing . u gotta quit twitter ............

originally him not being able to take 1 minute of his day to wonder whether i was ok after three ppl got stabbed at work ......... but then i had to wait til his exam was done (which was like 5 days after) and by then i already started going "maybe its not so bad ..." and then he said he was taking 35 ects this semester as well even tho he promised me he wouldnt take more than 30 (the normal amount ?!?!) and i realised it rly isnt gonna get any better .

because the thing is i already see myself in the future wondering why i went over it in my head for so long, why i dragged it out for so long

.... but i'm afraid of falling into other toxic habits if i don't have it but idk it's genuinely contributing to my immense misery lately so i'll have to sacrifice the good things and just try to take a break at least.. i can come back after a month if i feel better lol

oh so he just kept prioritizing his studies over your relationship... i mean to prefer to talk to you and help you get over such an insane event DAYS after because he had an exam is..... i get the stress of it but u absolutely deserved better

... but as for the day you initiated the break up (?), did you just decide Fuck It and do it or were you still ruminating jgbgngbg

yeah u can definitely take a break and see how u feel (i wanna make a Friends reference but i wont)

yeaaaaa and like i didnt expect him to immediately come over or whatever bc i knew he was busy with his exams but like ??? not even an "r u ok" .. had to call him out twice before he asked if i was okay and apologised bc he had so much to worry about

yeah like i saw him right after his exam and we had a great evening together and i was like damn maybe not and then he told me about the 35 ects and i was like ok no i need to break up so i did it the next day

Hmm
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hmm wrote:
i rlly do like my birth date tho like 01/04/2003 it's Kinda aesthetic ?

Dwaal
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Dwaal wrote:

hmm wrote:

Dwaal wrote:

hmm wrote:
it's never too late, maybe i wouldn't get into them in the typical fashion of a teenage kpop stan where u watch variety content and stuff dhgvbhnjehbe cus i didn't either and the group is essentially Dead.. but their discography is genuinely so so good, altho if it's not ur taste that's okay too!!

mhmhmh I promise I'll remember this week! .. If I have the time to listen to anything at all... fuck lab...

awww it's ok if u want i have a recs playlist because most people only come across 2 baddies and sticker and while i Personally enjoy those, 80% of ppl stop giving them a chance at that point HBVSBNSM

open.spotify.com/playlist/5U1y5G8JyAyXnZXPpP0DbP

ooh thanks!

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Prince of Pop

Azriel wrote:
oh so you are still 22

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Living Legend

Maxwell wrote:
me at myself evryday y do I as a people

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Prince of Pop

Azriel wrote:
in my head im like yeah mada is around the same age as me and then ur 22 and im like what ! ur supposed to be 19 !!!

Dwaal
International Star

Dwaal wrote:

hmm wrote:

Dwaal wrote:

hmm wrote:
since In 2 Months ago

so april? hmhm

april 1st :3c

We officially have 2 days with your birthday counted to be two years apart on paper ...

Hmm
National Star

hmm wrote:

Azriel wrote:

hmm wrote:

Azriel wrote:
yes girl like i did the same thing . u gotta quit twitter ............

originally him not being able to take 1 minute of his day to wonder whether i was ok after three ppl got stabbed at work ......... but then i had to wait til his exam was done (which was like 5 days after) and by then i already started going "maybe its not so bad ..." and then he said he was taking 35 ects this semester as well even tho he promised me he wouldnt take more than 30 (the normal amount ?!?!) and i realised it rly isnt gonna get any better .

because the thing is i already see myself in the future wondering why i went over it in my head for so long, why i dragged it out for so long

.... but i'm afraid of falling into other toxic habits if i don't have it but idk it's genuinely contributing to my immense misery lately so i'll have to sacrifice the good things and just try to take a break at least.. i can come back after a month if i feel better lol

oh so he just kept prioritizing his studies over your relationship... i mean to prefer to talk to you and help you get over such an insane event DAYS after because he had an exam is..... i get the stress of it but u absolutely deserved better

... but as for the day you initiated the break up (?), did you just decide Fuck It and do it or were you still ruminating jgbgngbg

yeah u can definitely take a break and see how u feel (i wanna make a Friends reference but i wont)

yeaaaaa and like i didnt expect him to immediately come over or whatever bc i knew he was busy with his exams but like ??? not even an "r u ok" .. had to call him out twice before he asked if i was okay and apologised bc he had so much to worry about

yeah like i saw him right after his exam and we had a great evening together and i was like damn maybe not and then he told me about the 35 ects and i was like ok no i need to break up so i did it the next day

i wouldnt understand the reference sadly BGAVNSBE

jesus not even asking you if you were okay first thing yeah that's sad i'm sorry like he was absolutely checked out at that point..... ohhh he told you abt the credits on the day you met and it was your final straw so next day u made the decision i see...

how have you been feeling about it

Hmm
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hmm wrote:

Maxwell wrote:
me at myself evryday y do I as a people

no we love it when you as a people Really.

Hmm
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hmm wrote:

Azriel wrote:
in my head im like yeah mada is around the same age as me and then ur 22 and im like what ! ur supposed to be 19 !!!

i know im lowkey age regressing on the regular smh but yeah i know it's wild i'm 22? actually outrageous but tbf it feels like it's been forever since i was 19 so ahbanbvhanabhe