Limbs wrote:
tw the unalive
wow wow look at me talking myself out of the argument that i can't kill myself now because my grandma just died. my brain is so talented very impressive!! in fact i managed to turn it around so i think i actually ethically Should kill myself now, quickly before they give out the inheritance, because i have a shit ton of debt and i'm never going to get better. so if i get my part of the inheritance it will just go to paying off my debts and my life will still be miserable and hopeless forever. but if i kill myself now, then my brother and sister will get my part of my grandma's inheritance and they can actually have happier lives with that money. and they deserve it, whereas i've fucked up my finances out of my own stupidity. and even if this got rid of my debt my life would still always be a waste and a worthless thing so the money would be wasted for nothing.