taeyongnator wrote:devilcake wrote:
I donāt have irl social interaction either tbh so I donāt think a relationship or smth like that would solve a problem that at its core is about your own identity,Ā
I also think a lot of these thoughts might be prompted by your age, not to sound like boring old cliche but like ur still in at an age that is generally quite unstable and having doubts about what you want in life n who you want to be is pretty normal
in my head it'd be the catalyst for change.. i'd need heartbreak so i can finally get up and do something, or alternatively i'll just fall even deeper into my issues hueehure
maybe..... ughhb :/
i honestly feel like the last time i was excited about my identity, me, my life, was when i was became a teenager. but that's obviously a part of that phase of life... but ugh it sucks that there's no Enjoyment or Excitement anymore
Heartbreak will not do thataorry to tell youā¦.
i feel this too sometimes, i think a lot of it comes down to just life being dulled down by responsibilities etc too n isnāt necessarily tied to some inherent part of yourself