Azriel wrote:
hmm wrote:
jesus not even asking you if you were okay first thing yeah that's sad i'm sorry like he was absolutely checked out at that point..... ohhh he told you abt the credits on the day you met and it was your final straw so next day u made the decision i see...
how have you been feeling about it
ive been alright tbh i am sometimes sad but then we have been trying to meet up to talk and him barely replying and not having time rly confirmed like yeah ok i made the right decision kjghfdkjghldak
Azriel wrote:
yeaaaaa and like i didnt expect him to immediately come over or whatever bc i knew he was busy with his exams but like ??? not even an "r u ok" .. had to call him out twice before he asked if i was okay and apologised bc he had so much to worry about
yeah like i saw him right after his exam and we had a great evening together and i was like damn maybe not and then he told me about the 35 ects and i was like ok no i need to break up so i did it the next day
i wouldnt understand the reference sadly BGAVNSBEhmm wrote:
because the thing is i already see myself in the future wondering why i went over it in my head for so long, why i dragged it out for so long
.... but i'm afraid of falling into other toxic habits if i don't have it but idk it's genuinely contributing to my immense misery lately so i'll have to sacrifice the good things and just try to take a break at least.. i can come back after a month if i feel better lol
oh so he just kept prioritizing his studies over your relationship... i mean to prefer to talk to you and help you get over such an insane event DAYS after because he had an exam is..... i get the stress of it but u absolutely deserved better
... but as for the day you initiated the break up (?), did you just decide Fuck It and do it or were you still ruminating jgbgngbg
yeah u can definitely take a break and see how u feel (i wanna make a Friends reference but i wont)because the thing is i already see myself in the future wondering why i went over it in my head for so long, why i dragged it out for so long
.... but i'm afraid of falling into other toxic habits if i don't have it but idk it's genuinely contributing to my immense misery lately so i'll have to sacrifice the good things and just try to take a break at least.. i can come back after a month if i feel better loloh so he just kept prioritizing his studies over your relationship... i mean to prefer to talk to you and help you get over such an insane event DAYS after because he had an exam is..... i get the stress of it but u absolutely deserved better

... but as for the day you initiated the break up (?), did you just decide Fuck It and do it or were you still ruminating jgbgngbgyeaaaaa and like i didnt expect him to immediately come over or whatever bc i knew he was busy with his exams but like ??? not even an "r u ok" .. had to call him out twice before he asked if i was okay and apologised bc he had so much to worry about

yeah like i saw him right after his exam and we had a great evening together and i was like damn maybe not and then he told me about the 35 ects and i was like ok no i need to break up so i did it the next day
jesus not even asking you if you were okay first thing yeah that's sad i'm sorry like he was absolutely checked out at that point..... ohhh he told you abt the credits on the day you met and it was your final straw so next day u made the decision i see...
how have you been feeling about it



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